My advice, tell him this. You have to be honest. Do.not.get.married. You might feel bad now but imagine how you'll feel later. Whatever issues you have now will only get worse. Have the talk. You'll be glad you did it. I promise.
Look, no one will think you are a fool if you make a grown up decision to not marry this man. I think making that decision displays a level of maturity a lot of people wish they had. It's a decision that earns you respect.
Would you rather be in a marriage you are not ready for with a man you don't want to be your husband over worrying about what people think of you?
I have been there - the decision is hard. If you know what is best for you, you just have to do it and not worry about what people will think. Some will understand, some won't, some will respect it and others will not. You cannot please everyone, you have to focus on what is best for yourself. You are the only person who is going to take care of yourself 100%.
Talk to him. Tell him what you have said here. Have you been in counseling? That might help too. Whatever you do, do not get married until you know for 100% that this is what you want.
Post by starburst604 on Nov 29, 2012 8:24:47 GMT -5
No one else has to wake up and be you everyday, so don't worry yourself with what others think. This should be a happy and excited time for you, not feeling like you're walking to the guillotine. Talk to him.
would you be more embarrassed to get divorced again?
This! You can't make a major decision like this, though, worrying about what people will think. If they are truly supportive people and care for you, they will understand whatever you do and that it is the right decision for YOU.
Post by prettyinpearls on Nov 29, 2012 10:15:55 GMT -5
How did you truly feel about him before you became engaged? My guess is that you were already starting to have doubts and the engagement just magnified those feelings.
You deserve to be happy – screw what anyone else thinks of you.
Post by turtle1120 on Nov 29, 2012 10:22:54 GMT -5
It's a lot easier to break off an engagement than it is to get a divorce. DO NOT stay with him because you're embarassed and don't think people will understand!!!
If your relationship was good and the engagement was right, you wouldn't be nervous and you wouldn't have doubts. Trust your gut.
I broke off an engagement and I was pregnant. Let me tell you that it was hard but it was the best decision I could have made.
I takes a lot of strength to recognize that things are not working and that you deserve better. And as everyone said, its easier to break off and engagement than having to divorce. Im pretty sure I have have gotten a divorce in the first year of marriage haha.
You are all right in everything you're saying. I'm just in denial. I thought he was perfect for me. Now I'm seeing things differently and it's terrifying.
Just curious....what are you seeing? Did you ignore red flags? Why did you agree to marry him in the first place?
It doesn't sound like blending these families is for the best if he's not willing to work out these issues. These are things that should be discussed during dating and fleshed out, not after putting a ring on it and planning a wedding.
None of those things are something I'd be willing to deal with it. I think you are best off breaking off this engagement and not seeing this man anymore.
Can you go to couples counseling to discuss these issues? Have you raised them before and tried to work on them? If they are deal breakers for you, then they are deal breakers and it's over but if there is a chance you can resolve these issues, I would pursue that first.
It just seems drastic to go from "he's perfect for me" to now having all these issues. I get stuff is ignored and tossed under the rug but maybe now that you are open to them, you guys can work it out? Only you can know if it's worth the effort but personally I don't see a need to rush in either direction unless you already know, in your heart of hearts what you need to do.
Don't be embarassed but don't brush off the way you feel. Something inside you is telling you this isn't right and you definitely need to listen to it. As difficult as it will be, it's the right thing to do.
If couples therapy is too much work, then marriage is going to be too much work.
It sounds like you really don't want to get married, so I would definitely not get married. If you want to give it a chance, talk things over and go to counseling. Postpone the engagement if you're afraid to call it off.
DMNDS would be wanting to call it off for all these reasons (hello! Teenage daughter in his bed!) AND because she thinks her ex will take her back and she can once again live in the home with the placenta tree.
I thought you were saying "demands" like you thought I was making demands on him. lol
He mentioned couples therapy, but is it really worth it? We're not even married yet. Just seems like a lot of work for something that shouldn't be that hard. Know what I mean?
you would need FAMILY therapy, with the kid included. What has his daughter done to you and your child? I wouldn't want my kids around someone who would threaten him, etc. I don;t know if this is fixable.
DMNDS would be wanting to call it off for all these reasons (hello! Teenage daughter in his bed!) AND because she thinks her ex will take her back and she can once again live in the home with the placenta tree.
Post by prettyinpearls on Nov 29, 2012 13:28:59 GMT -5
How long has your poor son had to put up with this abuse? Has it been like this the entire relationship? I cannot imagine being with someone who allows their children to bully my children.
I don't have kids nor have ever dated anyone with kids so I feel I cannot contribute too much to this post. However, I do feel like the problem is differences in parenting and I am not sure how this can work in a marriage of blended families and this could very well be a deal breaker.
However, I also know that relationships do take work and are hard. People in the relationship may need to break habits and patterns to make the relationship work and that times and counseling. If you aren't open to counseling, then it doesn't seem you are open to trying to make this work. That is okay! But just be honest about it and end things before it gets worse and your kids become more entangled.
Learn from this. Now you know that parenting issues can be deal breakers and that you need to be on the same page about parenting with someone you marry. These discussions are necessary before an engagement and marriage.
From this board, I have seen time and again how parenting styles are a huge issue and important to discuss early on. My boyfriend and I have already started talking generally about parenting and I am happy to see they align pretty well and we share similar basic principles. I think it is very important to respect who you are with as a person, as a significant other and as a parent. Sounds like that is lacking here and that is a big problem too.
I don't remember that SO. What is a placenta tree? Someone fill me in on the daughter in the bed thing!!!
I definitely need to mull this over, but I know that there are certain things I want out of life for me and my children. Constant anxiety and not being able to depend on him....it's just too much right now. Things were going perfectly for so long, but it's gradually getting worse and worse, or maybe I just ignored the red flags for awhile?
His child is 9 years old. His other children are 19 and 17. My kids are 6 and 4. As far as my children are concerned, she has told my son to "shut up" and she has thrown things at him when she was having a tantrum. She refuses to help clean up the toys at night after they are done playing; she makes my kids do all of it. She whines and says she is too tired to help. She is very jealous of my son and FI's relationship. If they are holding hands while walking, she says "get away from him" and pushes my son away. FI says, "she doesn't understand what she's doing" but never talks to her about it.
I am going to say "Do not pass go" in this relationship. Whoa baby!
DMNDS was from NEST days and she was dating a guy who got full custody of his kid when she was about 16? 17? but he only had one bedroom and one bed, so they shared it! Totally normal, right? The daughter also sat on his lap and they just were all kinds of innapropriate. DMNDS is now engaged to that man
Placenta tree-I guess when she gave birth, she took the placenta and buried it under a tree and is SO DISTRAUGHT that her ex's new SLUT is living in the home with her placenta is buried!! OMG!
Post by jojoandleo on Nov 29, 2012 14:29:31 GMT -5
It wasn't what she DID with the placenta, it was how she RAGED about not her ex staying there, but his new girlfriend being near HER BABY'S PLACENTA TREE!!! This was over a year after the break up. She just...can't let go.
Oh, and if your parents split up when you are a kid, you are DAMAGED! That one was a good one too.
Post by missbetty1 on Nov 29, 2012 14:54:56 GMT -5
To OP I broke off my engagement. Initially, I was concerned about what others would think but I got over that real quick when I realized no one else but me would have to wake up beside him everyday and continued to deal with his shit...after that reality ran through my mind a few times I broke it off and it was one of the best decisions I ever made. When I got around to telling everyone the wedding was off I couldn't believe how many people told me they were glad I "finally woke up" .
So am I piecing together your FI wasn't really around for his older kids and is being a total doormat for the youngest one to make up for it??
I will tell you, from a step-parent's view, if you are not on the same page with parenting now, marriage will make things worse. XH and I were on two very different pages with parenting and I honesty thought he just needed some encouraging to, you know, actually parent his kids. That didn't happen and it was a huge issue in our marriage.