It's over... Again

[biblionerd]

3rd freaking cp is on its way. The line was there and now it's not. So over this. We're just going to wait a few months until we actively ttc like we originally planned. Must just not be our time now. I know it's irrational but I still just have so much guilt from plan b and wishing I wasnt pg the first time. I know that has nothing to do with it but it still stings. I'm just never going to test until I feel kicking.

[monkeybabe]

I'm sorry you're unhappy. It'll come with time. <3

[rainbowchip]

I'm so sorry. Hugs.

[sunshineluv]

So sorry. This is not your fault, at all. Hugs!!!

[Deleted]

I'm sorry. It'll be ok.

[dojo]

That's awful news I'm so sorry to hear that.

[bean47]

I'm so sorry

[biblionerd]

Thanks. I'm not totally torn to pieces or anything. I mean, Ive have 2 great kids in 2 years. What more could you ask for!?! I think my sadness comes more from the fact that my pcos seemed to be gone and now I'm really worried about the 3rd we've always wanted. If it doesn't happen it doesn't happen and that's fine. We just knew we would never tackle another 2-3 yr ttc journey again. The re said originally that if I got of I would likely mc, but then after Fiona I figured I was "fixed". I guess now these cps just made me realize that he might be right. We won't ttc after Linus is a certain age so I guess I'm just more worried about the future.

[ashleydl83]

I'm so sorry. ((hugs))

[biblionerd]

That sounded heartless, don't ge me wrong, I AM sad, I just don't want to look like the crazy lady who's sad she can't have 3u3!!!

[monkeybabe]

You don't sound heartless, hon.

[carawestt]

I'm sorry. It'll happen for you, don't worry!

[kdrake8]

I'm sorry hon. (hugs)

[silverjm]

I'm sorry for the disappointment. Don't be hard on yourself, you have plenty of time to still make your dreams come true.

[kandrze1]

I'm sorry! And like others have said, don't beat yourself up.

[Deleted]

Sorry doll. Things will work out in time. Hang in there.

[jaime183]

I'm sorry to hear. It's ok to have these feelings.

[spaghetticat]

I'm sorry.

[TrudyCampbell]

(hug)

[ruby412]

Aw, I'm sorry, Biblio.

[charlielove]

Oh no, biblio. I'm sorry.

[Deleted]

I'm sorry Biblio.

[greenkitty98]

I'm sorry, biblio. (((hugs)))

[vthokie]

So sorry

[sno&2peas]

I'm so sorry!!!

[mrsjaymay]

I'm sorry biblio I hope it all works out for you in time.

[tuck]

I'm sorry. ((Hugs))

[eav2c]

I am so sorry, sweetie. I know it's got to be really hard on you. While it's hard to not feel guilty, try not to. Nothing you wished for or didn't wish for in the past is your fault or causing this now. You are fabulous and wonderful and I KNOW it'll work out one way or another for you guys. {{hugs}}

[creamsiclechica]

I know it's hard to keep positive and not blame yourself because of not wanting to be pregnant in the past, but last time was different. It was a dangerous for you, baby, and the sweet lovelies you already had. I think it was normal to feel the way you did then, and also normal to feel the way you do now. I know it's hard when it's not happening now when you want it, but I'm hoping that it will happen right on time. Sending hugs and best wishes, biblio! I have faith for three!

[thedahliharpa]

I'm sorry, hugs.