cuddlyevil I'm sending all kinds of good vibes your way. Including the "my husband is afraid I'll cut him I'm so angry" vibes. You've got this. Tap that inner strength and anger. Remember all of our anger and out belief in you and let that hold you up if you feel like you can't do it alone. We're all with you in spirit right now.
Also, starrieskies, I'm so excited for you to get out. I LOVE that you did some of it right under his nose. I think that was smart because he's less likely to suspect something, I hope, because it looks like you're not hiding things that way.