I just got back from the store, got my 6 delicious honeycrisp apples, and realized that ol boy rang them up as red delicious. Ask me how many fucks I give, because the answer is none.
I have been sleeping so wonderfully, and it is glorious.
I'm so glad to hear you're sleeping better now. Good for you.
On Monday we had our signature fundraising event for work. The organizer ( staff) didn't show up at the event until an hour before. I was stuck at the event for 8 hours before hand setting up & directing volunteers with ZERO prep.
She had asked me to add a decor piece to a room that would also serve as a fundraiser. I did all of the leg work, managed the multiple components of prep, including working with staff & volunteers at three different sites & she tried to have the element pulled 24 hours before the event
If I hadn't been there to oversee the element she tried to pull, there would have been NOONE on staff to work with the volunteers & event staff on the event FOR over 300 people that raises 100,000.00 until an HOUR before the event.
She has yet to fucking thank me, nor has anyone else. She is a fucking asshat in general & has harrased people until they quit in the past. Her staff yelled at a volunteer & made her cry the other night. There are never any consequences & I am fed up.
I'm in an angry mood today...but I think these 2 issues would explain why:
I woke up a little bit ago. I went to work early this morning feeling so drained and exhausted. I wound up puking all over a checkstand. How embarrassing. They sent me home after that. But I can't help but feel that I'm going to get penalized for this, even though I had no control over it.
I'm 100% done with trying to get any sex from H. Tried last night because I was horny and needed to sleep and, instead, I wound up very sore and very frustrated. I told him he was ridiculous, he needs to see a doctor for ED, and I'm not a blowup doll to be brutally used and that human chicks do get sore after a certain period of time. He laughed at me. LAUGHED. AT. ME. Hope he enjoys his hand for the rest of his sexual years...
Didn't you recently say that you don't love him, your skin crawls whenever he touches you, and you're planning to leave him? Why are you trying to have sex with this person at all?
Yes to all of the above, but I'm not stepping out (anymore...long story....long ass time ago) to get 20 seconds of fulfillment. It's just been a long while since I felt the peen, KWIM?