I'm falling apart. We chose to put our sweet Bode down this evening, just two weeks after finding out he was no longer in remission. It's so hard to picture a life without him in it. I'm trying to be thankful for the five years he had but it's breaking my heart. I don't even know what to say to Olivia when she calls for him. I spent must the day hugging him and crying and she kept saying "mommy sad? Mouth hurt?" We hit the jackpot with him; never did I imagine he would have endless patience for a toddler who loved him so. I'm also feeling doubt in our decision but hoping that will pass soon.
I'm so, so sorry. It's so heartbreaking. Try to focus on the wonderful life you gave him, and the incredible experiences with him that you gave Olivia in early childhood - those experiences will shape her bonds with animals for the rest of her life. I'm thinking about him, you, and your family tonight and in the weeks ahead. (hug)
Big hugs, I'm so sorry. Please don't doubt your decision. He was a beautiful dog and you will be able to remember him that way. That was the greatest gift you could give.