I woke up at 3:30am and wasn't able to fall back asleep.... this is going to be one long-ass day.
DH's cold/whatever he's got came back with a vengence yesterday. He's miserable. He even feels too awful to whine about it. Of course my nose starts alternating between stuffy and "leaky" last night, but I'm not going to mention it to him. No one wants to play the "who's more sick" game. I just want all the sickness to go away!
Its score release day for the part of the CPA exam I took a few weeks ago. I probably shouldn't check while I'm at work, but I know there's no way I'll be able to resist. Fingers crossed!
I also woke up early. H decided (for the SECOND time this week) to read with the light on at 4 in the morning. One hour before I get up. He stole my last hour. Again. So pissed.
I also woke up early. H decided (for the SECOND time this week) to read with the light on at 4 in the morning. One hour before I get up. He stole my last hour. Again. So pissed.
He needs to go into another room. I'd be pissed, too.
I have the most crazy vivid dreams when I take Valium before bed. I'm taking 2.5mg. It shouldn't have such a crazy effect!! This time it was a work dream. LAME.
I also woke up early. H decided (for the SECOND time this week) to read with the light on at 4 in the morning. One hour before I get up. He stole my last hour. Again. So pissed.
He needs to go into another room. I'd be pissed, too.
When I realized he was doing it I said, "It's 4 am. Get. Out." He did, but the light had slowly woken me up, so I couldn't just roll over and fall back asleep. Plus, I was stewing. He knows I'm pissed, but we'll be having a conversation tonight in which my position is very clear.
I have the most crazy vivid dreams when I take Valium before bed. I'm taking 2.5mg. It shouldn't have such a crazy effect!! This time it was a work dream. LAME.
kaybee85, I hope he is appropriately apologetic. I get up at 4:30 and I would be fucking pissed if my H entered the bedroom with a light on any time after I go to bed. Not ok.
I really need to get going. I've been super tired all week.
I am so excited for 14.2. Last week sucked, but this one is totally in my wheelhouse!
I also woke up early. H decided (for the SECOND time this week) to read with the light on at 4 in the morning. One hour before I get up. He stole my last hour. Again. So pissed.
That is absurdly inconsiderate. Go to another room, get a book light, or something.
After annoying me in a dream yesterday morning, DH really did annoy the crap out of me in several ways yesterday. I can see the future!
I am totally unmotivated today, and there are things that need to be done.
I am so very glad its Friday. Its zumba day at work.
I also had another baby dream last night. After baby was born, without dh there, I couldnt come up with a name for her. She just didn't fit the name we had chosen for our girl name. Dh finally got to the hospital and in a sobbing mess I told him to bond with her and name her. He came back and we decided that her first name was Cameron. Which is the middle name we've chosen.
Post by ProfessorArtNerd on Mar 7, 2014 7:46:49 GMT -5
I'm so excited that today is the last real practice of the year for my cheer team!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are having a neon themed practice and eating pizza. Tomorrow's competition is longggggggg and I'm not really looking forward to it, but I know they love it so I'm happy for them. I'm gonna take yoga classes for the next month before tryouts for next year start. Time for me, I'm so excited! My schedule suddenly seems so wide open!
But first I have to go to the mall to get my eighth graders presents and pick up the pizza. And get myself something neon to wear bc what?
It took me 4 hours to work up the courage yesterday but I called and made an appoint for myself with the family doctor. I'm really nervous but I can't keep letting these issues build up.
It took me 4 hours to work up the courage yesterday but I called and made an appoint for myself with the family doctor. I'm really nervous but I can't keep letting these issues build up.
I must have missed something. Are you going for something physical or emotional?
Good luck!
My poor DH worked all night. At 7:00 he went to bed for 1 1/2 hours until he has a conference call.
I am SO excited about this weekend. So very excited.
Everybody and their mother on FB is asking me what I think about the transgender woman who isn't allowed to compete in the Open. They're very disappointed in my answer. HQ is full of asshats and I'm totally not shocked by their asshattery.
It took me 4 hours to work up the courage yesterday but I called and made an appoint for myself with the family doctor. I'm really nervous but I can't keep letting these issues build up.
I must have missed something. Are you going for something physical or emotional?
Good luck!
My poor DH worked all night. At 7:00 he went to bed for 1 1/2 hours until he has a conference call.
Anxiety mainly and then a laundry list of things I have stuck my head in the sand about for the past few years. Time to be a grown up and face the music.
I also woke up early. H decided (for the SECOND time this week) to read with the light on at 4 in the morning. One hour before I get up. He stole my last hour. Again. So pissed.
That is absurdly inconsiderate. Go to another room, get a book light, or something.
After annoying me in a dream yesterday morning, DH really did annoy the crap out of me in several ways yesterday. I can see the future!
I am totally unmotivated today, and there are things that need to be done.
Exactly. He has insomnia issues, and I feel like he thinks that since I don't, and that I generally can sleep through a lot, he has to show exactly zero care when it comes to being considerate of my sleep. When he came back into bed he was apologetic, but honestly, that's not enough for me. At the end of the conversation I plan to have with him later today there will be no uncertain terms as to where I stand on the issue and what I expect from him.
I also woke up early. H decided (for the SECOND time this week) to read with the light on at 4 in the morning. One hour before I get up. He stole my last hour. Again. So pissed.
I would rage, this is a large reason why DH and I sleep separately for the most part. He has insomnia issues too and would fire up the TV at 2AM because he "can't sleep without the background noise". After more than a few heated discussions he now sleeps in the basement if he needs the TV.
I must have missed something. Are you going for something physical or emotional?
Good luck!
My poor DH worked all night. At 7:00 he went to bed for 1 1/2 hours until he has a conference call.
Anxiety mainly and then a laundry list of things I have stuck my head in the sand about for the past few years. Time to be a grown up and face the music.
I'm so glad you have an appointment. Make sure you get blood work before they start you on any anxiety meds so you can supplement your diet. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression for a while and have nothing against meds, I was hesitant at first but they really do help; I take them every day. But I've recently discovered that there are other good ways to help, like the shots of vitamin B complex I'm getting with my weight loss (which BTW if you can ask about getting some I highly recommend, they help your metabolism). Cutting back caffeine: you'd think they ask you these things besides "do you do drugs or drink alcohol" but they don't. It took me realizing it on my own (duh! I know ...but they should have told me). Drinking more water.... All those silly things you know are good for you but dismiss them as details and can really affect you.
I am so glad it's Friday, yay! It's supposed to warm up a bit today and tomorrow, yay! I have my first race of this year tomorrow, yay! Let's get this day moving!
I am SO excited about this weekend. So very excited.
Everybody and their mother on FB is asking me what I think about the transgender woman who isn't allowed to compete in the Open. They're very disappointed in my answer. HQ is full of asshats and I'm totally not shocked by their asshattery.
I'm assuming I know your answer. Why are people disappointed by it?
I am SO excited about this weekend. So very excited.
Everybody and their mother on FB is asking me what I think about the transgender woman who isn't allowed to compete in the Open. They're very disappointed in my answer. HQ is full of asshats and I'm totally not shocked by their asshattery.
I'm assuming I know your answer. Why are people disappointed by it?
My answer is the bolded. People think I'm going to defend HQ or something.
I had a laugh earlier. I was walking through the first set of doors into a coffee place, and a young guy was walking out the other set, with his hands full of drinks and baked goods. I motion for him to come through my door because his hands were full. He looked all flustered and affronted and said "No no. You go. You. Are. A. Woman", and he held his door for me instead. I'm aware of that pal, but only one of us was struggling to get through the doors.
C was up three times last night. At 4, I finally gave in and let her come into our bed. and then K woke up at 6:45. I am so fucking tired I can barely see straight.
My new kitchen curtains came and so I get to pick them up today which is exciting.
In the past 24 hours: -I have burned my index finger badly -I have lost one of my favourite earrings -Our furnace has died Tomorrow: We are tiling the kitchen and will have to lock the cats in our room so we will get no sleep all weekend since they will be freaking energetic psychos. Oh yeah. And we'll be tiling. So much fun.
On a funny note; I opened a new pack of underwear and they look like small circus tents. I put a pair on anyway because sometimes too big underwear is just plain comfy. But really, compared to the other underwear I have in this size, these are big. Sexy.
Today is crazy. While making my coffee the baby knocked the container of puffs on the floor and it popped open and they spilled everywhere. I put her down to get the vacuum and I find her and the dog stuffing their faces with floor puffs. OMG.
I fixed a work problem by remembering something I learned in a class I thought if never need practically and took like 7 years ago. Yay!
Something called a cake bus is going to my H's office today. I am so incredibly jealous.