Thank you so much ladies. Today wasn't as hard as expected but I was so busy all day. Now that it is 10pm and I am now at home sitting on the couch I can't stop crying.
Only a very few friends know what today is and they all text me to see how I was doing today. The drinks that I had at a friends birthday party helped a lot. I wish I had drank a little more but I have to work tomorrow and working my job hungover isn't really an option.