Confession- I am about to have a bath and I will be thinking of raynes the whole time. When her brother dropped off the car seat and pnp, he also left a gift from her. An amazing bath bomb from Lush. So yes, I will think of Raynes while I bathe.
Vents- My mom is guilt tripping me about my move.
Randoms- My truck spent 8 hours at the car dealership today. The keys were given back to me with nothing done to it. lol. Oh car dealerships, why do you need 5 days to diagnose my truck when I can TELL you what is wrong?!!!!
The such- When Wy poops, he stops, backs up to me (even if I am across the room, he walks backwards) and then looks at me and says "Ooooh mummy, Blech, stinky". I think it is hilarious.
Post by laurensmomma on Apr 23, 2014 20:07:36 GMT -5
Confession: I purposely dropped hints to my manager that my coworker was not pulling his weight so he'd get in trouble. Mission accomplished. :0)
Vent: My coworker has not been pulling his weight.
Random: There's this woman who always watches her kid as he waits for the city bus to come get him. He is easily at least 16 years old, so I think it's sweet that she does it and that he doesn't seem to mind. He gets on the bus, and she goes back into their apartment.
and the such: I've already knocked back a drink and it's only 6pm here.
I had an ob appointment today and he didn't check for a heartbeat. I am so anxious that something is wrong. I was always so reassured by that heartbeat last time.
I feel horrible. First tri is so hard.
My H and A had a tea party tonight with his Curious George tea set and it was adorable.
Post by spaghetticat on Apr 23, 2014 20:25:31 GMT -5
V came to meet the baby and it went pretty well but she was a terror by the end of it. Mh took her home and now I'm here by myself with S in the nursery and I'm crying for no reason and already getting anxious about being woken up for feedings. I'm so glad we are not having any more kids.
V came to meet the baby and it went pretty well but she was a terror by the end of it. Mh took her home and now I'm here by myself with S in the nursery and I'm crying for no reason and already getting anxious about being woken up for feedings. I'm so glad we are not having any more kids.
Family pic from my phone
Hugs, that first night is so hard! I cried a lot and gave formula, which I never planned to do.
Okay well I didn't ride- they said it was up to me but the belt goes across your belly and people can accidentally bump- but look at Ian and D! So cute!!
I am so sick of having so much crap to do on the weekends. Like birthday parties. I'm over it. Bah humbug.
And my MIL pissed me off. She calls to try and catch us early to see if we are coming over this weekend. Fuck, I don't want to go over. Lillian starts gymnastics on Saturday. But what annoyed me is her chastising us for having her in gymnastics instead or before she has had swim lessons. She starts in May I mean what the hell. We probably should have done them earlier in life but we didn't get over it.
If people want to see Lillian they need to come to our place. We've been driving to both parents houses for 2 years. Lillian is usually a mess when we get home from being tired and all that. I feel bad for her.
Ok I just really needed to vent/whine about this shit. I'm going to shower and get some Reese's eggs to eat.
Okay well I didn't ride- they said it was up to me but the belt goes across your belly and people can accidentally bump- but look at Ian and D! So cute!!
I made dh ride behind us and keep plenty of distance. But Brady driving makes it bumpy. Ya D!
Those birth announcements are perfect, TrudyCampbell!
spaghetticat that's such a beautiful family photo and you look amazingly gorgeous. I cried a lot the first night too and my H was there with me. Get some rest and enjoy your one on one time with S.
We're leaving to head up north tomorrow for L's birthday. It's going to be in the mid 60s and sunny. Such a nice break from the mid 90s we've been having here in the valley.
Post by creamsiclechica on Apr 23, 2014 20:48:19 GMT -5
spaghetticat, such a beautiful picture, seriously. I am welling up all over again. Don't be so hard on yourself. You haven't slept in a LONG time and you just gave birth. Plus, I know the supply and intolerance issues from before might be giving you preemptive anxiety, and it's okay to feel a lot of feelings. Be kind to yourself and let the nurses help you. Big hugs, sweetie. You're the best mom ever.