We went for a nice walk at sunrise and now I'm eating hummus and rice crackers for breakfast because I don't have any breakfast food in my house. My family is coming in town later today to do some outlet shopping, I'm excited to see them! Hoping to make it to yoga tonight. I wish this weekend could last forever - it's been so nice to have time off work!
cuddlyevil glad the kiddos are feeling better! Hope you're feeling better, too, if know it's been a rough few days for ya. We all go through the bouts of loneliness. Hugs!
I'm supposed to leave in 30 mins to go horseback riding with Tux and then have a full day of fun. I've been calling him since 7 (he stayed at his parents 2 hours away) and no answer. If he doesn't show up at 10:30 it better be because he's dead or I'm going to kill him.
I'm supposed to leave in 30 mins to go horseback riding with Tux and then have a full day of fun. I've been calling him since 7 (he stayed at his parents 2 hours away) and no answer. If he doesn't show up at 10:30 it better be because he's dead or I'm going to kill him.
He's an inconsiderate dick. cuddlyevil you're right and I'm mad at myself for continuing to spend time with him. I'm done after today. My mom said she'd drive up and smack me if I see him again. He called at 10:18 when we were supposed to ride at 11 and said he was at a party late and his phone wasn't charged. After 3 months of dating, at 45 years old he should have his shit together more than this. I'm done after today. At least I get in some riding and seafood
Post by pantsoffdanceoff on Jul 6, 2014 10:03:37 GMT -5
mcc - I agree with you that at 45 he should have his shit together more than this. I really hope this doesn't ruin your birthday at all! Enjoy the day and the horseback riding and good seafood!
He's an inconsiderate dick. cuddlyevil you're right and I'm mad at myself for continuing to spend time with him. I'm done after today. My mom said she'd drive up and smack me if I see him again. He called at 10:18 when we were supposed to ride at 11 and said he was at a party late and his phone wasn't charged. After 3 months of dating, at 45 years old he should have his shit together more than this. I'm done after today. At least I get in some riding and seafood
Dude, he is too old to party all night, not charge his phone, and be late to plans with his girlfriend. That's some high school/college bullshit. I'm sorry he is acting this way. You deserve better.
I am exhausted. Why can I not sleep in past 6?! Ugh. Nothing much going on today. My mom & I are going to see 22 Jump Street this afternoon. But, that's it - other than laundry and cleaning my apartment. I'd like to see young guy, but he's thinking of going hiking.
Sorry mcc, it's especially shitty that he is acting like that on your birthday. I've had an ex be really inconsiderate on my birthday before and it really pissed me off. (That one dragged me around to a bunch of stuff that I didn't want to do on my entire birthday weekend and basically wouldn't let me do anything that I enjoyed). Horseback riding sounds fantastic, I'd go without him and relax on your day.
I've had a pretty nice morning and most of the weekend has been enjoyable. I had a bad allergy attack yesterday (I had problems breathing as a result) and I had to go to the doctor to get some strong allergy meds. I'm feeling a lot better now that I have them.
Today I had breakfast with my family and I am going swimming. I miss the new guy. He is out of town for the holiday and my schedule has just gotten a lot more intense with work. I will be undergoing some intense professional training in the next few months which means that my schedule will be more unpredictable. Anyway, I'm all for the new guy and I each having some space and our own lives/independent things that we do. I'm just kind of conflicted about knowing exactly what it is that I want. Oh well, I hope to be clearer about that in the next few weeks. I need to spend some more time with him to know how I feel.
I need to clean, but my roommate is sleeping, so that will have to wait until she's up. I also need to make my grocery list and go to the store, but instead I am going to paint my nails for now. Pilates is on my to-do list for some point today, too. I keep thinking about going to lay by the pool, but I'm not sure I want to. My self-esteem isn't feeling too great.
Last night, ds#2 and dd both sobbed when stbx dropped them off. DD said "this divorce hasn't been good for anyone!". I just hugged her but thought "beg to differ there".
Today's been productive until now. Met my folks for breakfast, ran to the store, and mowed/edged the lawn all before noon. This is one if those days where I really wish I had a pool because I'd gladly spend the rest of the afternoon out in it. Guess I'll just have to settle for a trashy novel and a cool drink, instead.
I'm at a small city festival with my uncle. He's the mayor of the city. And I'm joining him as he walks the grounds with his guide dog to keep him company.