I ended up accidentally poking my eyeball with my keys while getting out of the car last night. Clearly a bad move. My eye is so red and sore, and I'm trying not to freak out(especially since I just had those damn eyeballs lasered in January)
Owie! Luckily, êtes heal quickly, so I hope that's the case here.
I had weird dreams again...two that blended into one.
I'm expecting weird phone calls today too. I made a bunch of calls right at the end of the day and no one was in, so I should get the return calls today.
My stomach hurts, same situation but different day.
Even with a stomach ache, I'm trying hard to cram breakfast down my throat.
That's why I mentioned Ensure. I've seen it recommended to people who can't eat because of everything they're going through. The Carnation instant breakfast sounds like a good suggestion too.
So far I've been able to handle eggs and toast and this morning I ate some breakfast casserole that a friend made. I don't feel great before, during or after, but it seems to at least stay down. Knock on wood.
DD text her dad telling him she is thinking about coming for a visit in August. While I support whatever it is she wants to do, I don't think this is a very good idea. Things have been really good since she stopped seeing him and I would hate to see her regress.
I also think she is only going because it's almost her birthday and she wants stuff.
Was out too late last night and I am so tired. And by late I mean 11:30. Really hoping that I can drag my ass to the gym tonight. I have my stuff with me.
DD text her dad telling him she is thinking about coming for a visit in August. While I support whatever it is she wants to do, I don't think this is a very good idea. Things have been really good since she stopped seeing him and I would hate to see her regress.
I also think she is only going because it's almost her birthday and she wants stuff.
Speaking from personal experience, It's hard to give up the fantasy that her dad will magically just show up and start acting like a dad.
DD text her dad telling him she is thinking about coming for a visit in August. While I support whatever it is she wants to do, I don't think this is a very good idea. Things have been really good since she stopped seeing him and I would hate to see her regress.
I also think she is only going because it's almost her birthday and she wants stuff.
Speaking from personal experience, It's hard to give up the fantasy that her dad will magically just show up and start acting like a dad.
Yeah, I'm sure that's part of it as well. And he's been pretty civil, via text, so maybe she thinks it's all blown over. Ugh, I just hate to think of her being back in that situation again.
Post by riverpestie on Jul 24, 2014 8:55:38 GMT -5
My "troubles" today aren't really troubles, but I have the sadz... FI left for Ecuador this morning and I had a nightmare about the house being haunted! I was so scared when I woke up this morning, I didn't even want to go into the bathroom to pee because I had to pass by a mirror. I HATE mirrors in the dark and at night when I wake up from nightmares.
I called my dog in the bed with me, she stayed up there for about 20 minutes and jumped down.
DL, I am glad you're eating--even if it's hard and not making you feel better. Once you get some positive forward progress (him moving out, firmed up plan with the attorney, etc.) it will start to ease up.
I had a strange dream involving zombie-ish things and trying to save the children by making sure they didn't touch some sort of chain-link contraption. Maleficent was allergic to iron and had an iron net thrown on her so I think that's where it stems from. Still weird.
I woke up with a start at 3:21am today. No idea why but I'm left feeling as though I was having a weird dream. When I went back to sleep, I remember thinking it was cool that I still had more than 2 hours to sleep. When my alarm went off it felt as if I'd only been asleep for minutes. Needless-to-say, I'm tired.
I'm doing pretty good today except for my ankle it hurts a little.
This morning I kicked ass at 6am yoga. cleaned up my house before work, and came in to hear that I may be going to Miami for free over labor day weekend and my H will get to come too.