@@@ past m/c/EDD

[bk1]

Today is one year since my first miscarriage.

It's also my EDD of my second pregnancy.



I had a break down the other night about it. Today I'm really doing okay. I guess I just want to acknowledge it? Anyway, everything is going great with this pregnancy. Starting to pop and see a bit of a baby belly.

I'm not looking for anything, just rambling. I guess I just want it out there that I haven't forgotten my other babies. I just didn't know where else to talk about it.

[Blue Moon]

Hugs for you. We will never forget about the babies we lost.

If all goes according to plan, mine will be born exactly one year and one day after the ectopic surgery I had last year. It's impossible not to remember the heartache even with so much to look forward to in the future.

[HoneySpider]

((bk1)) Sorry it's been a rough year but I'm so glad things are going well this time around! Milestones are so hard...you know they are going to bring on so many emotions, but sometimes you don't know exactly what.

[estrellita]

Lots of *hugs* today! I'm so glad this one is going well

[awick14]

((bk1))

So many hugs to you. Passing these milestones are hard, even when your pregnant. I really wish that I could come down there and hug and hold you through your tears.

[Deleted]

((hugs))

[MrsMB]

((hugs))

[wanderingenough]

(((bk1)))

[spankswife]

Hugs bk1, I am sure that's hard. But I am happy for where you are at right now.

[MrsAggie]

((Hugs))

[luv2rn4fun]

((bk1))

These milestones are really hard, even when so much good is going on. I'm not sure a year will ever pass when I don't think of my other two babies on the anniversaries of their loss or the EDDs. I have my first EDD coming up at the beginning of October and I find myself reflecting on where I was a year ago...it was about this time last year that I hit rock bottom (well, what was rock bottom for that time...a lower point happened after the second loss). After that one passes I'm sure I'll be thinking of the loss we had last November (I guess I've already been thinking about it to some degree).

Everything you are feeling is completely normal and to be expected. Thinking of you, your DH, and your little ones today.

[ginkgoleaf]

Hugs, bk1. I feel you, my EDD for my CP would have been this week too. I'm so glad that this pregnancy is going well for you, but doesn't always make the other milestones any easier.

[miamigirl]

Hugs bk1. Glad everything is going well.

[tacocat]

((Hugs)) for you bk1

[travelbug]

((hugs)) I'm sorry this is a rough time, vent anytime you want. I'm so so glad this pregnancy is going well and healthy!

[cactuscookie]

<hugs> I'm glad this pregnancy is going well, but I'm sorry it was such a hard path here.

[bk1]

Thanks guys.  (heart)

Yeah, my EDD with this one is 2 days after my second m/c so who knows. I guess timing just worked out that way.

[ewall]

Thinking of you bk1

[melsamoony]

bk1 ((hugs)).

[mac08]

That sounds really hard, what a sad day.  I am happy that at least you are pregnant again to soften the blow, but I'm sure you will always think of the previous losses.  Hugs!

[loira]

I totally get it. I don't think loss is something anyone really 'gets over', and a new pregnancy doesn't just magically make the pain disappear. ((hugs))

[bk1]

You all are truly amazing. I am just so glad to get past the day and move on.