I'm so, so sorry. I see how you could just have so many mixed emotions over this. You guys did the best you possibly could for Ethan and he felt your love. The what if game is such a tricky one. Lots of hugs to you and I hope the lawsuit process goes as well as possible. Hugs, hugs, hugs.
Hugs. It is so hard. And you are not alone in the "If my baby wouldn't have died, she wouldn't be here" feelings. I have had two healthy kids since and I still think it more times than I care to admit. Right or wrong.
Post by karinothing on Sept 15, 2014 19:47:29 GMT -5
::Hugs:: I am so sorry. I can not imagine what you are going through right now. I know it is hard not to play the what if game, trust me I did it plenty when my mom was sick/passed. I hope the lawsuit process goes easy on you and hopefully the lawsuit will put in place some new policies and changes so this doesn't happen again.
Post by bronxgirl on Sept 15, 2014 19:48:21 GMT -5
I'm so sorry. What a tough spot to be in. Although I couldn't possibly fathom what it's truly like to be in your shoes, your feelings re: Ethan/ Hannah are totally normal. Have you been speaking with a counselor at all? Big hugs to you.
More than once, I’ve thought of all you’ve been through and cried. Even trying to imagine what it’s like is overwhelming to me. I am so sorry you’ve had to endure this.