I just want to crawl into a ball and cry.

[achi]

It looks like we're out this cycle. My temp dropped in a big way this morning and when I checked my CM it was very much like period blood. I'm cramping a bit and just waiting for AF to show her ugly bitch face. Onto cycle 6 I guess.

I said earlier in the cycle that I wasn't optimistic because we only managed to BD at O-3 but I had SO much EWCM that day and then was pretty relaxed for the week. With all the symptoms I've had the last few days I really felt that this was our cycle. My gagging is basically completely gone (after 4 days of constant gagging) and my breasts are less sore but still feel pretty bruised.

I was thisclose to calling in sick today so I could just go back to bed and cry, but I have a new employee starting I have to do orientation with.

Sorry this is really whiney, but I am so bummed out right now. And it's going to be a P&R because my new employee is here.

[oneslybookworm]

((HUGS)) I'm sorry, achi. I understand...take some time for yourself.

[ouokie]

I'm so sorry! I completely understand what you are feeling.

[bcv513]

I'm sorry achi. ((hugs))

[sometimesrunner]

::hugs::

[montywho]

so sorry achi

[Deleted]

I'm so sorry!

[achi]

Thanks guys, I'm feeling a bit better as they day goes on - probably because I'm distracted and not really thinking about it. I just don't know how I could be so wrong? Was it all psycho-symptomatic? I thought I was KU so my body was acting like it? It's all so incredibly frustrating.

[Koala]

So sorry, Achi. ((Hugs))

[semay]

I'm sorry, achi.

[MrsH2010]

I'm so sorry. ((hugs))

[tiptoetulips]

I'm sorry

[lms]

so sorry ((hugs))

[shauni27]

ugh, hugs, girl. I'm sorry.

[achi]

Thanks ladies. I am feeling better about it all today. The half bottle of wine I had last night probably helped too.

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Sept 17, 2014 8:01:22 GMT -5 achi said:

Thanks ladies. I am feeling better about it all today. The half bottle of wine I had last night probably helped too.

That's one plus side to not being KU'd, right?!!

Glad you're feeling better.

[achi]

Sept 17, 2014 14:47:02 GMT -5 @mattspenguin said:

Sept 17, 2014 8:01:22 GMT -5 achi said:

Thanks ladies. I am feeling better about it all today. The half bottle of wine I had last night probably helped too.

That's one plus side to not being KU'd, right?!!

Glad you're feeling better.

Yup, I figured if I'm not pregnant I'm going to drink! We have pretty big wine glasses so I poured about half the bottle in and said "that looks about right today" to H. It was tasty.

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Sept 17, 2014 15:19:44 GMT -5 achi said:

Sept 17, 2014 14:47:02 GMT -5 @mattspenguin said:

That's one plus side to not being KU'd, right?!!

Glad you're feeling better.

Yup, I figured if I'm not pregnant I'm going to drink! We have pretty big wine glasses so I poured about half the bottle in and said "that looks about right today" to H. It was tasty.

hahahahahaha!