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[bean47]

Sept 17, 2014 4:17:09 GMT -5 fadedscars said:

I am crying uncontrollably and he can hear me struggle because we woke him up and he's watching tv. I fucking hate him so much.

I'm sorry

[teamhayes]

I'm sorry faded

[kkfeb04]

I'm sorry, I'm going to send you lots of double nap vibes. Hopefully they go down early.

[Deleted]

I'm so sweaty. I don't ever remember a night this hot before. Were on As 2nd wake up and she has the worst gas poor baby I dh's alarm will go off in 30 mins right as I'm falling back to sleep

[TrudyCampbell]

I'm sorry, fadedscars. You deserve much better.

[silverjm]

Hugs fadedscars

[laurack]

I'm sorry fadedscars I hope things are better for you with him gone.

[Deleted]

Sept 17, 2014 6:10:42 GMT -5 fadedscars said:

Sept 17, 2014 6:04:18 GMT -5 @jayhawkali said:

I'm so sweaty. I don't ever remember a night this hot before. Were on As 2nd wake up and she has the worst gas poor baby I dh's alarm will go off in 30 mins right as I'm falling back to sleep

I used to get really hot at night after having Leia.

Part is hormones but it's mainly that it's still 80 degrees outside.

[helicase]

I'm sorry, faded. I hope this is the beginning of good things for you

[creamsiclechica]

I am so sorry, sweetie. I am around today! I can come take the girls for a little while if you need to sleep. Just say the word.
Love you.

[kdrake8]

I'm so sorry fadedscars. I'm so happy you kicked him out. I hope it lessens your anxiety and I hope they nap early and often today.

[melmon0417]

Hugs fadedscars. I'm glad you gave him the boot. You and your girls deserve better.

[sunshineluv]

Big big hugs ((((fadedscars))))

I am so proud of you! I can't imagine how hard this is, but it will get better.

[abbypug19]

((Hugs)) I'm sorry fadedscars.

[laurensmomma]

Sept 17, 2014 4:17:09 GMT -5 fadedscars said:

I am crying uncontrollably and he can hear me struggle because we woke him up and he's watching tv. I fucking hate him so much.

I'm so sorry sweetie. I hope he gets his act together because you shouldn't have to do this alone.

[laurensmomma]

Sept 17, 2014 6:13:39 GMT -5 fadedscars said:

Thanks. It sucks that I am just now realizing how much better the girls and I deserve. All the tension went out the door with him. Last night I was dreading him coming home. It took him close to an hour to even say anything to me. There is so much animosity there.

Just now read the whole thread. I am so proud of you. It takes a lot of courage to be able to make the decision that you and the girls deserve better. Obviously, if things had worked out between you two we all would have been very happy for you, but since it doesn't seem to be going that way, I am just so happy that you are doing what's best for you and the girls. You deserve all the happiness in the world.