Night randoms?

[meggers5]

I dyed my hair, waxed my face and bleached my arms. All that's left is doing my nails on Thursday and shaving my legs and FI will never know he's engaged to some sort of wildebeest.

[spankswife]

Lmao!

Nothing here. Looking up natural dandruff remedies. Exciting.

[meggers5]

Oh god I forgot I'm also getting my lady parts waxed on Wednesday. And a haircut on Friday.

I should have done a before/after pic lol.

[lightyears]

I found these really pretty tomatoes and so I made a super great salad for dinner. J is still talking about it, two hours later.

:back pats:

also, my baby is gently stroking my boob while she eats, lol. "nice boobies. niiiiiice boobies."

[spankswife]

#extrememakeover

[Deleted]

Wow, today was just a total clusterfuck.  

Is this all my fault? 

Fuckity, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I am just done.  I am planning a me only vacation and I am picking the location and I will go somewhere and I will be alone and then no one can be unhappy with me.  

[stellas]

Payne just moved up a level in gymnastics and he was working so hard at his first class tonight. My heart was all bursty with pride. (Sniff)

[snipsnsnails]

Sept 29, 2014 20:46:38 GMT -5 @imback said:

Wow, today was just a total clusterfuck.  

Is this all my fault? 

Fuckity, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I am just done.  I am planning a me only vacation and I am picking the location and I will go somewhere and I will be alone and then no one can be unhappy with me.  

Wha? What's up?

[W.T.Faulkner]

My cousin's bachelorette party was supposed to be dinner, drinks, and dancing downtown.

It now involves pink sequined cowboy hats (uh, we live in Philadelphia, thanks) and a pole-dancing class.

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Sept 29, 2014 20:48:51 GMT -5 snipsnsnails said:

Sept 29, 2014 20:46:38 GMT -5 @imback said:

Wow, today was just a total clusterfuck.  

Is this all my fault? 

Fuckity, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I am just done.  I am planning a me only vacation and I am picking the location and I will go somewhere and I will be alone and then no one can be unhappy with me.  

Wha? What's up?

I saw B. today.  Just nothing, he ignored me, I was distracted from it.  I saw this mommy who totally bailed, without a phone call or e-mail, for a playdate (obviously she doesn't want playdates even though initially she approached me and our daughters really like each other).  I went to pick up the girls and I went to close a car door and I was distracted mentally and E's hand was closed in the door.  Never had that happen or anything like it and she was fine, but that was crap.  And then my best mom friend here in town just gave me a talking to via e-mail about how she felt the girls weren't nice to her son during our last playdate.  

I am sucking at life. 

Seeing and talking to B. last week threw me off course and today sucked too.  This town isn't big enough.  He lives too close.  Randomly seeing this person is the suck.  

Basically I am sinking socially and it blows.  Plus and also, H is being his usual lovely self, so I feel quite alone and abandoned there too.  

Signed, 
Feeling Low

[Pixiehollow]

My dd's separation anxiety ab preschool is getting worse. It's interfering with her day to day activities and every so often she proclaims that she wants to quit and cancel school. I keep up the positive talking to her about it and talk to her ab the fact that moms always come back, etc. etc. she is just tearful and not herself. Tonight she wouldn't eat her favotlrite dinner. It is heart wrenching and I just dread school days and drop off. I literally don't think I can survive another one. If I had my way - I would just yank her out and do home preschool. Ugh! I know that is not the solution - but I feel heart broken.

On a positive note- the dentist appointment that I was worried about was uneventful! No cavities!! Yippeeeeeee !!

[stellas]

Ok, I have to know what happened with B, Nu. You were hanging out friend-like and then things went south. How?

[balletofangels]

Sept 29, 2014 20:41:12 GMT -5 meggers5 said:

I dyed my hair, waxed my face and bleached my arms. All that's left is doing my nails on Thursday and shaving my legs and FI will never know he's engaged to some sort of wildebeest.

I have a similar list going to get ready to go back to work.

I need to:
Buy contacts (ran out right before I got sick)
Hair (Nuerosugeons are shitty hairdressers)
Buy headbands to disguise hack job
Eyebrows
Mani. I usually have acrylics, but I'm going to try really hard to keep them natural to save money.
Remember how to apply makeup

Wanting your FI to see you looking great is much more admirable than me prepping for a bunch of five year olds.

[meggers5]

Sept 29, 2014 21:09:37 GMT -5 balletofangels said:

Sept 29, 2014 20:41:12 GMT -5 meggers5 said:

I dyed my hair, waxed my face and bleached my arms. All that's left is doing my nails on Thursday and shaving my legs and FI will never know he's engaged to some sort of wildebeest.

I have a similar list going to get ready to go back to work.

I need to:
Buy contacts (ran out right before I got sick)
Hair (Nuerosugeons are shitty hairdressers)
Buy headbands to disguise hack job
Eyebrows
Mani. I usually have acrylics, but I'm going to try really hard to keep them natural to save money.
Remember how to apply makeup

Wanting your FI to see you looking great is much more admirable than me prepping for a bunch of five year olds.

The sad thing is he won't even notice that I've done anything lol.

[lilybug]

DS1 keeps getting in trouble at pre-k for talking too much / being too loud.

This is all of those wishes from back when he had a speech delay coming back to bite me in the ass, isn't it?

For all of you with two year olds who aren't talking, DON'T FRET. You will look back on the silence fondly when they're almost five and never. stop. talking.

[cuddlyevil]

I was peeling an apple for DS#2 this evening and he ssid "you're a good helper mom" then sang the helper song from Daniel Tiger.

I was like "OMG you're so cute!"

[silva]

I'm finally watching how to get away with murder.

[styme46]

Dd is going on an overnight trip with her class next week and just asked if she needed to take her hairbrush. Such an odd child, that one.

We've had thunderstorms the last two nights here. Weird weather for the end of September here. 

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Sept 29, 2014 21:06:06 GMT -5 stellas said:

Ok, I have to know what happened with B, Nu. You were hanging out friend-like and then things went south. How?

Wow, in the spring I super miffed it up by being open about my feelings, stating things, they were essentially obvious already.  

I thought that did it.  I had ruined things.  But mid-summer we ended up spending two hours together and he was super chatty and broke into song at one point.  I mean, he was excited to see me.  But things ended with nothing and perhaps that was my fault, perhaps not.  There was sort of the idea of a question, but it ended at see you around. 

I didn't see him until last week.  He wanted to talk and I was, I don't know, I tried, I guess, but he was disappointed and then he just wanted to leave.  I did too.  Look, I need something solid and dependable.  He wants hints and allegations.  I want friendship.  He'll never give it.  I still have feelings, but what do they matter?

[balletofangels]

Sept 29, 2014 21:10:35 GMT -5 meggers5 said:

Sept 29, 2014 21:09:37 GMT -5 balletofangels said:

I have a similar list going to get ready to go back to work.

I need to:
Buy contacts (ran out right before I got sick)
Hair (Nuerosugeons are shitty hairdressers)
Buy headbands to disguise hack job
Eyebrows
Mani. I usually have acrylics, but I'm going to try really hard to keep them natural to save money.
Remember how to apply makeup

Wanting your FI to see you looking great is much more admirable than me prepping for a bunch of five year olds.

The sad thing is he won't even notice that I've done anything lol.

Because he's just going to be excited to be with you! I'm sure this will be the longest week for you. At least you can keep busy prepping!

[joenali]

I had a parent bring me a bottle of wine after school today. It was wrapped in little kid birthday wrapping paper, and then in a gift bag. It was awesome!

[meggers5]

Sept 29, 2014 21:19:14 GMT -5 RexManningDay said:

imback, I feel like you're trying to write a song with that last paragraph.

I snort laughed.

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Sept 29, 2014 21:19:14 GMT -5 RexManningDay said:

imback, I feel like you're trying to write a song with that last paragraph.

If only all this crap could be so useful.  

Just a load of shit and probably all my fault.  

Oh well.  

[snipsnsnails]

Sept 29, 2014 20:59:42 GMT -5 @imback said:

Sept 29, 2014 20:48:51 GMT -5 snipsnsnails said:

Wha? What's up?

I saw B. today.  Just nothing, he ignored me, I was distracted from it.  I saw this mommy who totally bailed, without a phone call or e-mail, for a playdate (obviously she doesn't want playdates even though initially she approached me and our daughters really like each other).  I went to pick up the girls and I went to close a car door and I was distracted mentally and E's hand was closed in the door.  Never had that happen or anything like it and she was fine, but that was crap.  And then my best mom friend here in town just gave me a talking to via e-mail about how she felt the girls weren't nice to her son during our last playdate.  

I am sucking at life. 

Seeing and talking to B. last week threw me off course and today sucked too.  This town isn't big enough.  He lives too close.  Randomly seeing this person is the suck.  

Basically I am sinking socially and it blows.  Plus and also, H is being his usual lovely self, so I feel quite alone and abandoned there too.  

Signed, 
Feeling Low

Sorry, friend. When it rains, it pours. I hope tomorrow's a better day.

[Deleted]

Sept 29, 2014 21:22:11 GMT -5 snipsnsnails said:

Sept 29, 2014 20:59:42 GMT -5 @imback said:

I saw B. today.  Just nothing, he ignored me, I was distracted from it.  I saw this mommy who totally bailed, without a phone call or e-mail, for a playdate (obviously she doesn't want playdates even though initially she approached me and our daughters really like each other).  I went to pick up the girls and I went to close a car door and I was distracted mentally and E's hand was closed in the door.  Never had that happen or anything like it and she was fine, but that was crap.  And then my best mom friend here in town just gave me a talking to via e-mail about how she felt the girls weren't nice to her son during our last playdate.  

I am sucking at life. 

Seeing and talking to B. last week threw me off course and today sucked too.  This town isn't big enough.  He lives too close.  Randomly seeing this person is the suck.  

Basically I am sinking socially and it blows.  Plus and also, H is being his usual lovely self, so I feel quite alone and abandoned there too.  

Signed, 
Feeling Low

Sorry, friend. When it rains, it pours. I hope tomorrow's a better day.

Thanks snips.  I'm hoping I got it (all the crappy parts of this week) all out of the way on Monday.  

[noodleskooze]

OMG cuddlyevil I am cracking up at your sig.

[cuddlyevil]

Sept 29, 2014 21:38:36 GMT -5 noodleskooze said:

OMG cuddlyevil I am cracking up at your sig.

Thanks! I have had it for a while now. It just seems to keep being appropriate, so it has stayed.

I still giggle over it.

[CurlyQ284]

I've lost 6 lbs since thursday. All I did was quit snacking. I'm a little nervous because that's not normal. Also disgusted at how much snacking I was doing.

I'm starting a go fund me for DSs emergency room bills. He kept doing this. Putting his feet on the table and hovering. I kept making him get down but he thought that was funny.

Before this picture he was standing on the seat of his rocking turtle. I told him to get down and he belly flopped onto the floor on purpose and laughed. Then said "ow". After this picture he spent 10 minutes trying to pop a wheelie on his stride to ride jeep. I'm drinking wine now because my kid gives me anxiety. My dog is in my lap and staring at me but I'm avoiding his eyes because it's creepy.

[kristie]

DH is out of town for work and it is just me and the girls. I almost slipped coming down the stairs earlier, and realized after that I have never given my 5 yo the "what to do in an emergency" talk. Then I realized the only phone in my house is mine which is locked with my fingerprint. Great for security, not great in an emergency. I gave her the pin code, which I doubt she will remember. I made her practice like ten times. Then we discussed running to a neighbors, and it took a while to explain why running to her best friends house two blocks away wasn't the best option if I was hurt. So in conclusion, I am confident in an emergency I will probably die or lay there for hours unconscious with broken bones.

[olegregg]

I really don't want to go back to work tomorrow. I was just there for 35725 hours this weekend, ugh.