Please explain evee...

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Why is Bliss here? This is ML?

Am I on the wrong board again.

[captainobvious]

[firelight1210]

I feel like some of her posts have been manic and unhinged. She doesn't sound like she's doing so well at the moment, and any attention is attention, so she's begging for it.

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Oct 30, 2014 10:06:20 GMT -5 firelight1210 said:

I feel like some of her posts have been manic and unhinged. She doesn't sound like she's doing so well at the moment, and any attention is attention, so she's begging for it.

It never tires to hear people comment on my mental health.

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Oct 30, 2014 7:34:23 GMT -5 luckyval said:

I love that blissoff likes every post where she's called out

Why not? Generally the comments make me laugh. It's really hard to take anything personal when I don't know you from Adam.
And anything I do take personal is usually forgotten about within an hour. I just can't even.

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Oct 30, 2014 2:09:05 GMT -5 buffyasummers said:

You wish physical violence on someone, but you don't care at all, right? You're so above this place, which is why you keep running back here after your GBCN time after time. I may just lurk, but sometimes sitting back and just watching things play out, gives you the most insight.

Eh. I'm over it now re physical violence. Lol. I'm not above this place or anyone really. I just don't have the energy to hate the way people hate me.

I can't quit gbcn the same way they can't quit me. I run away and then I'm people wonder where I went, so they stalk me and I'm sucked back in.

Honestly though, this place has always been entertainment. I've gotten some amazing advice and support when I've truly needed it, which is why I stay, every once and awhile I need some feedback and I always get the answer I'm looking for - or not looking for. But generally, it's all just fun and games.

[luckyval]

*personally*

Don't go anywhere either, or I'll stalk you and force you back.

[elleblue]

I don't hate you, more like indifferent to and confused by you. 

[tictac]

I think comparing Evee and Bliss is like comparing apples and vacuum cleaners.

Evee is a terrible human being, Bliss is just a dumbass that never learns.

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Oct 30, 2014 15:36:10 GMT -5 luckyval said:

*personally*

Don't go anywhere either, or I'll stalk you and force you back.

Autocorrect yo. Typos happen.

Lol. I won't.

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Confused how so elleblue?

Lol. tictac trust me, I learn plenty from my mistakes. But the Internet never forgets and always focuses on my mistakes.

[Deleted]

Because you're nowhere near as awesome as me toledo. Obviously.

[elleblue]

Oct 30, 2014 15:53:56 GMT -5 @blissoff said:

Confused how so elleblue?

Lol. tictac trust me, I learn plenty from my mistakes. But the Internet never forgets and always focuses on my mistakes.

You tend to vascillate from one extreme to another. You're serious, no you're joking - why would you take a message board full of strangers seriously and so on. You want advice but inevitably won't take even well intentioned advice, especially from certain posters, which turns into trading insults. By now many people just dismiss you because they are predicting that particular outcome. Yet you keep coming back for more. 

I get the sense that you're frustrated that you're unable to shed your reputation, I and understand and empathize with that, but you also seem to wear it like a badge sometimes and that confuses me. 

You have grown over the time you've been here, but you don't get as much credit for that as perhaps you should because you're still projecting an aura of chaos, and it makes me sad for you. No doubt you don't care for, nor want my sympathy. I understand, really I do. And obviously I'm only going off of what you've posted here, which assuredly is not the whole picture. It's just that from what you've posted, your life is often in a state of upheaval and I can't help but wonder exactly what it is you're getting out of this place. 

Overall it seems that you've had your feelings hurt (who hasn't) and while you do make an effort to let things roll off your back it (understandably) sometimes it gets to you. I think most posters here can empathize with that, we've all been there before and had moments where we're more vulnerable and sensitive and just can't take it anymore. But that happens to you every single time. And all I can think is why? Why stick around if you feel ganged up on? Why the bravado of not caring when it's fairly transparent that you do, at least to a small extent care? 

I'm not suggesting that you should stop posting, but I do think examining the way in which you participate in discussions might be to your benefit. 

[Deleted]

There's a HUGE misconception that I don't take advice that is given. More often than not I generally take the advice that I've received. Not all of it is easily applied or even able to be shown via a message board.

And yes, I do go back and forth between wanting to shed my reputation and playing into it. I guess I've just gotten to a point where it is what it is and the people who still give advice recognize that I'm changing / growing and applying what I can when I can.

What I get out of it is entertainment and advice. As for saying that I do care, I really don't. I don't spend my free time worrying about this place or why people gang up on me. Or why I'm not liked. I truly don't care what people here think. I care about the opinions of those who matter in my life. It's just too time consuming to care and I find it fascinating that so many people get riled up over me.

If I truly cared then I'd try and change my ways or make an effort. I don't. It takes 5 Minutes to type out a response. That doesn't equal me caring about the opinions of others.

[Deleted]

I don't mind bliss.

There are certainly posters I do not like, but she is not one of them.

[W.T.Faulkner]

WHAT THE FUCK, STEPHANIE

[elleblue]

Oct 30, 2014 16:26:49 GMT -5 @blissoff said:

There's a HUGE misconception that I don't take advice that is given. More often than not I generally take the advice that I've received. Not all of it is easily applied or even able to be shown via a message board.

And yes, I do go back and forth between wanting to shed my reputation and playing into it. I guess I've just gotten to a point where it is what it is and the people who still give advice recognize that I'm changing / growing and applying what I can when I can.

What I get out of it is entertainment and advice. As for saying that I do care, I really don't. I don't spend my free time worrying about this place or why people gang up on me. Or why I'm not liked. I truly don't care what people here think. I care about the opinions of those who matter in my life. It's just too time consuming to care and I find it fascinating that so many people get riled up over me.

If I truly cared then I'd try and change my ways or make an effort. I don't. It takes 5 Minutes to type out a response. That doesn't equal me caring about the opinions of others.

Fair enough. I'm an infrequent MM poster, so I know I miss things. 

[buffyasummers]

Oct 30, 2014 15:27:55 GMT -5 @blissoff said:

Oct 30, 2014 2:09:05 GMT -5 buffyasummers said:

You wish physical violence on someone, but you don't care at all, right? You're so above this place, which is why you keep running back here after your GBCN time after time. I may just lurk, but sometimes sitting back and just watching things play out, gives you the most insight.

Eh. I'm over it now re physical violence. Lol. I'm not above this place or anyone really. I just don't have the energy to hate the way people hate me.

I can't quit gbcn the same way they can't quit me. I run away and then I'm people wonder where I went, so they stalk me and I'm sucked back in.

Honestly though, this place has always been entertainment. I've gotten some amazing advice and support when I've truly needed it, which is why I stay, every once and awhile I need some feedback and I always get the answer I'm looking for - or not looking for. But generally, it's all just fun and games.

I don't believe this. At all. I believe that you want people to THINK people stalk you, so you have an excuse for coming back. But really, it's just that you plain old can't quit this place because you like the negative attention.