So I wasn't feeling very positive this cycle and I was also traveling for work this week so I didn't test early like I'm normally tempted to do. Yesterday I was expecting CD 1 and right on schedule I started spotting in the morning. I was super bummed and couldn't bring myself to tell my husband the news but was feeling pretty proud that at least I didn't waste any tests. The spotting lightened up throughout the day and had disappeared but I didn't think much of it since I've had really light periods the last year.
This morning my temp was still up a little bit and my mind was racing so I figured I should just test and get it out of the way since I needed to test before starting a new round of Letrozole. And sure enough there was a line. I went down to the kitchen and just stood there until my husband noticed and I told him we needed to go buy another test because I didn't trust the wondfos. I even looked up the lot # and there were reports of false positives so I was still pretty sure I couldn't be pregnant. We bought a first response 2 pack and they were both positive too. I called my RE and went in for a beta this afternoon and go for another on Saturday.
We're both feeling cautiously optimistic but also terrified something will go wrong. We were just coming up on one year of trying next week and I was afraid this day might never come.
I've enjoyed getting to know all of you and wish you all get your BFPs soon. I'll be keeping my eye out and rooting for you guys.