I am way too invested in The Walking Dead and I feel emotionally drained after last nights episode.
DH leaves for a work trip today:/ Usually I am the one traveling and I don't like it! The good news is that I ovulated before he left (O was yesterday) and we had great timing and tried on O, O-1, and O-2. FX this is our cycle!
I am also way too invested in TWD. My head hurts today.
AF is due tomorrow and I'm crampy. I was really hoping this was our cycle but who knows. I'm going to wait until Wednesday to test if AF doesn't show by then. I tested early the other day and had what I briefly thought was a BFP until I realized the second line was too low on the strip. I guess it was a weird evap line. I was really bummed and felt so dumb because I showed it to DH before I realized.
We went to the movies last night to see "the theory of everything". I highly recommend it.
We are entering our FW this week and I'm really excited to start trying again after our m/c. DH is leaving on Wednesday for NYC, but I'll meet him there on Friday and we'll spend the weekend relaxing (and BDing!).
Post by callmehales on Dec 1, 2014 13:45:38 GMT -5
i can't believe this time last year i was starting my last pack of BC, and stupidly assuming i've have either a newborn or an almost-cooked baby by now.
I am way too invested in The Walking Dead and I feel emotionally drained after last nights episode.
I'm really glad there is someone else who gets it, because I feel slightly crazy about how sad last night made me. Like if I hadn't just had 5 days off, I might have taken a personal day today.
I am still tearing up. I feel like you and I had similar feelings on what went down. I keep reading all these blogs and forums and finding anything I can about this. I am obsessing. Like I feel like I lost a friend.
I am still tearing up. I feel like you and I had similar feelings on what went down. I keep reading all these blogs and forums and finding anything I can about this. I am obsessing. Like I feel like I lost a friend.
(I need to get a life)
I actually can't even go on tumblr or read reviews because its still too raw and upsetting and I'm afraid I'll cry at my desk. So we can be pathetic together, lol.Â
I was fighting back tears this morning talking about it. I might re watch the episode tonight, tourturinf myself even more. DH is traveling so I can cry into my ice cream alone. I might have to PM you for emotional support.
I was fighting back tears this morning talking about it. I might re watch the episode tonight, tourturinf myself even more. DH is traveling so I can cry into my ice cream alone. I might have to PM you for emotional support.
Masochist! I don't think I'll be able to watch it again for a very long time, if ever. I'm pretty sure I shipped Beth and Daryl harder than I ship myself with DH haha. Feel free to PM me to obsess whenever you need.
I added a spoiler alert to this thread so people won't hate us. Lol. I was/am obsessed with the Daryl and Beth thing. Like obsessed. Norman Reedus did a good interview this morning I will have to find it and send it to you. I feel like we are completely on the same page here. The bethyl fanfic will never be the same:(
I've never seen The Walking Dead *-) Today is my first day at my new job (previously worked for this company for 6 years). I am working from home full time, and it is awesome! It is so nice to be back to doing this type of work and being able to jump right in.
i can't believe this time last year i was starting my last pack of BC, and stupidly assuming i've have either a newborn or an almost-cooked baby by now.
Same here. I naively looked forward to the next years holiday when I would either have a newborn or be pg. Nooope.
Actually its been kind of hard these last few weeks thinking about how if I hadn't mc'd I'd be about 5 months along now with a cute bump at Christmas. Dear Santa..all I want for Christmas is a BFP!
i can't believe this time last year i was starting my last pack of BC, and stupidly assuming i've have either a newborn or an almost-cooked baby by now.
Same here. I naively looked forward to the next years holiday when I would either have a newborn or be pg. Nooope.
Actually its been kind of hard these last few weeks thinking about how if I hadn't mc'd I'd be about 5 months along now with a cute bump at Christmas. Dear Santa..all I want for Christmas is a BFP!
Same here... I'd be 20 weeks now. So bummed.
We're going home for the holidays and i had already pictured myself with a bump at Christmas.
I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard sometimes.
Same here. I naively looked forward to the next years holiday when I would either have a newborn or be pg. Nooope.
Actually its been kind of hard these last few weeks thinking about how if I hadn't mc'd I'd be about 5 months along now with a cute bump at Christmas. Dear Santa..all I want for Christmas is a BFP!
Same here... I'd be 20 weeks now. So bummed.
We're going home for the holidays and i had already pictured myself with a bump at Christmas.
I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard sometimes.
I'm sorry. It's so hard! Especially this time of year.
We're going home for the holidays and i had already pictured myself with a bump at Christmas.
I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard sometimes.
I'm sorry. It's so hard! Especially this time of year.
I've been feeling the same way. I was supposed to be 28 weeks at Thanksgiving. Now, I'm hoping to either be pregnant or have a newborn next Thanksgiving.
I'm sorry. It's so hard! Especially this time of year.
I've been feeling the same way. I was supposed to be 28 weeks at Thanksgiving. Now, I'm hoping to either be pregnant or have a newborn next Thanksgiving.
i can't believe this time last year i was starting my last pack of BC, and stupidly assuming i've have either a newborn or an almost-cooked baby by now.
I had stupidly assumed I'd be pregnant by last Christmas. Then I stupidly told myself I'd be pregnant by this Christmas Even though we still technically have a shot since I will O next week, I no longer have any hope and instead am already not looking forward to Christmas. I had hoped to ask for maternity clothes or baby stuff for gifts, and other than a BFP there's really nothing that I really want or need (besides a new car, but that's not happening either). I am refusing to put up a tree this year because I know it will make me even more depressed.
While Thanksgiving was nice, I cried the morning of thinking of how I would have been 20 weeks along. Then my little nephew (he's 5) asked if I still had a baby in my belly. So sweet, but it came out of no where and I was blindsided and sad that I was disappointing him.
Then two days later a friends "elderly" mom insisted that I had a baby. Nope, I assure you, I do not have a child. Thank you for the reminder.
I'm sorry so many of you had disappointing Thanksgiving holidays. I'm 100% certain this cycle didn't work since DH was sick so I won't be pregnant for Christmas. That being said, we had fantastic timing and I felt really good like I did the cycle where we became pregnant. I'm trying to keep my expectations in check.