I had horrendous heartburn last night. I really thought I was going to vomit. And the baby was doing nothing but stomping on my bladder, which always had something in it due to the cold water I was chugging for my throat. I was seriously so annoyed and just wanted to go to sleep. Then I wake up this morning and he is just bouncing around, not doing anything annoying, and I can just picture him hanging out in there. The feeling is so amazing. Kind of makes last night worth it. Damn kid.
Today is my first day back at work since last Wednesday. I already have an employee issue to deal with, which I received a text about last night. I am not looking forward to playing catch up today.
I took the late train this morning for no better reason than because Andy woke up early and said "snuggle with me, mama". So I did. We sat on the couch watching Pocoyo, drinking milk (him) and coffee (me) and holding hands. It's getting kind of serious
My closest co-worked resigned yesterday. If I was going to be here any longer than until the end of January I'd be really sad but instead I'm really happy for her! She has the ability to take some time off and just figure out what she wants to do with her life. Isn't that great?! It did inspire me to write a quick (unsent) resignation letter because I just wanted to get my thoughts out in print.
My diet has been awful this last week. I think I'm going to throw 2 protein shakes in as meal replacements this week to reset my eating habits.
Today is finally here! Our educational/financial apt. for IVF. Can't wait to get this show on the road! Other than that, just a lazy day for me. I should clean today, but don't feel like it.
Post by Jalapeñomel on Dec 2, 2014 7:18:32 GMT -5
I have a pain in my tooth. I have known it needed work for a while, but shit keeps coming up, so I kept moving my appointment. I hope I can make it to Thursday.
Also, I have no idea what to do about holiday compensation for my DCP since we just started yesterday and plan on compensating our old DCP.
Tmi alert: I barely made it to the toilet this morning before I had liquid shit shooting out our me. I've also felt on the verge on puking since about 2am. I think no work for me today.
I didn't take a Unisom last night thinking I should start trying to ween off if it... mistake. Up for the day at 3:30. H woke up with me at five and made breakfast. I have a lot with work going on this week and my mind won't stop racing. I also feel crampy. I'm not sure how long it will take to get back on track after my D & C, but this is not the week I want it to happen.
Dd peed in her bed last night (nbd) but after cleaning her up and changing her sheets I couldn't fall back asleep. Ugh. I've never been the lay awake and worry type before in my life. Dh's old company is switching us to cobra and paying for it until February, so I'm pretty sure that means I get to pay for my entire CT scan, blood draws, and consults with radiation and my oncologist in 2 weeks. They would have been free.
HR is supposed to get back to us with how to file and the details of the plan soon. I NEED to know what to do if we have a health emergency, like NOW.
I was all, "La ti da! This isn't so bad! Just some mild discomfort." until I hit 35 weeks. OMG. I can't breath or stand or sit or just about anything without some level of discomfort.
I was all, "La ti da! This isn't so bad! Just some mild discomfort." until I hit 35 weeks. OMG. I can't breath or stand or sit or just about anything without some level of discomfort.
I went off the pill when my last pack ended two weeks ago. I'm not charting this month, just seeing what happens. At any little thing in my body that feels off I think "pregnancy symptom?" I know it's too soon to know, and highly unlikely that I am. I'm going to drive myself nuts, I just know it.
Last of the Thanksgiving guests left this morning, SO glad to be back to normal.
I've been contemplating a career shift to a different field, and an opportunity came up at work that would be a great foot in the door if I go for it. I'm taking it as a positive sign and volunteering, even though it's going to be extra work in the meantime.
I feel so bad for DH, he thought he was going to get into work early since I WFH today and do kid drop offs, but between sleet, traffic due to accidents and a SINKHOLE, and gate closures on base, he's actually going to be late. On the bright side, I'm cozy inside in sweatpants with Christmas music blasting.
I went to spin class, came home, made lunches and even had 20 minutes to drink my coffee and eat breakfast. I hope work isn't too crazy today. I think this is the last day we're open regular hours before Christmas.
My strep is for sure back and I just want to cry. I had sweet relief for about 18 hours. The clinic opens at 8 and I'm hoping they will call something new in for me at 8:03. My throat is killlllllling me.
Dd peed in her bed last night (nbd) but after cleaning her up and changing her sheets I couldn't fall back asleep. Ugh. I've never been the lay awake and worry type before in my life. Dh's old company is switching us to cobra and paying for it until February, so I'm pretty sure that means I get to pay for my entire CT scan, blood draws, and consults with radiation and my oncologist in 2 weeks. They would have been free.
HR is supposed to get back to us with how to file and the details of the plan soon. I NEED to know what to do if we have a health emergency, like NOW.
See what your plan says, when we were on cobra, we had the same coverage as before ( I was pregnant at the time, yikes!).
The school counselor called yesterday. Thankfully she called H. A is having some problems at school. Girls are making fun of her hair. Her music how she sings. A hadn't said anything. I don't think this in bullying territory just middle school stuff. I hate this shit. I was bullyed all through school and I suck at knowing what to do. All I want to do is cry. Well I did that in private.
I had my annual last night, and then spotting after my pap. I am trying to be rational, but, in the past, both times I spotted after a pap the results came back abnormal/HPV+. I had a LEEP in 2012 and was/am really hoping it took care of everything, but now I'm going to be on edge all week.
Last night was L's fourth in her crib, and it was so bad that there just isn't enough coffee in the world this morning. It's hugely an us-made problem that she's having a rough transition, and I was kind of expecting this to happen, but I really hope it won't be this way for long.
Last night I went to a HIIT class with about 30, college ladies with thigh gaps, huge perky boobs and tiny waist. I also thought it was okay to wear my tight capri workout pants.
Thanksgiving was not good to me. lol
At least I did it. I did not leave there feeling better about myself though lol.
H was laid off last month. He found a new job pretty quickly, luckily he suspected it was coming and had already started interviewing. He started 2 weeks ago, just found out yesterday that he missed the pay cycle so there will be no paycheck for 4 weeks total, he didn't even bother applying for unemployment because he started the new job immediately. Plus, he's in a commission based industry so the last month or two of paychecks at his old job sucked and his first few at this job will also suck while he's in training. AND, my work (who made overtime mandatory just a few months ago because we were so backed up) has cut overtime so I can't get that extra money anymore either. Money is so tight right now and I am so stressed out trying to figure out bills, Christmas without using credit and six kids needs.
I am down 22 pounds!! 14 pounds to reach my goal weight!
I am feeling enormous today. Like I feel like I gained 10lbs overnight. Ugh.
Mr. Wambam is going on a business trip the next few days. While I'm looking forward to unashamedly watching too much TV judgment-free, I miss his face when he's gone