Post by lyssbobiss, Command, B613 on Dec 15, 2014 7:14:50 GMT -5
Good morning ladies!
Traffic was super heavy on my way in for some reason. I was in my car all "it's 5:30! Y'all should go back to bed!"
I think I'm going to do a little Christmas shopping after work today. I need to head to Target for some stuff anyway. My niece has a birthday this weekend so I have to figure out two prezzies for her. Girls are harder for me to buy for, probably because I have a son.
Listening to Uptown Funk by Mark Ronson and Bruno Mars. It makes me super happy and energetic.
"This prick is asking for someone here to bring him to task Somebody give me some dirt on this vacuous mass so we can at last unmask him I'll pull the trigger on it, someone load the gun and cock it While we were all watching, he got Washington in his pocket."
Post by Emerald1486 on Dec 15, 2014 8:06:50 GMT -5
I am waiting for my coffee to kick in. I didn't sleep well Saturday night, but I usually don't when I am not in my own bed. The party was worth it though. Last night DS woke up in the middle of the night screaming for me. I don't know why, so I just sat next to him and rubbed his back till he was asleep again.
This weekend went by ridiculously fast. I'm off all next week so I want to get a lot of things done at work this week. I think I'm going to end it with the ex. We really have no chance of a future together and I'm not getting any younger. Plus he doesn't want any more kids and I don't think I've given up on the hope of one more. 2015 is my last chance. If I don't meet a guy that I'd like to have a kid with this year I'm officially closing that door.
Happy Monday! I had a horrible nights sleep and I definitely feel it this morning. Hopefully I don't have to work late and can have a 5:30 date with my bed!
Tomorrow is a big doctors appointment for me and I think I am nervous and a little scared and it's messing with my sleep. I know I am ultimately going to need surgery; I am just dreading the part where I have to tell my employer. Blah!
Every Monday my DD cries about going to school because "She misses us so much while we are at work." It is so sad. I am always very upbeat about how much fun she will have and how I have to work anyway... but I don't want her to hate school or not be independent. I hope it is just a phase.
Post by onedayatatime on Dec 15, 2014 8:17:38 GMT -5
Good morning - I'm looking forward to a work volunteering event today. We are going to build bikes for charity. When I am back in the office I have a meeting with a team I haven't yet finished the work I owe them. Ugh.
Listening to Uptown Funk by Mark Ronson and Bruno Mars. It makes me super happy and energetic.
I love that song. And Bruno Mars. I can't help but smile when it comes on!
I have to work both jobs today, ugh, and then I need to go to the store after work, which means I won't get home until close to midnight, then up and at 'em again at 6am the next day.
I have a huge "blemish" as the Brits say on my cheek. I hate having shitty skin.
Every Monday my DD cries about going to school because "She misses us so much while we are at work." It is so sad. I am always very upbeat about how much fun she will have and how I have to work anyway... but I don't want her to hate school or not be independent. I hope it is just a phase.
My son does this every morning too. He tells me "no school and no day care, right?" And I'm like "no, honey, you have to go! Mommy has to work!" And he always comes back with "can you not work?" Haha if only, kid. . I'm sure it's a phase.
"This prick is asking for someone here to bring him to task Somebody give me some dirt on this vacuous mass so we can at last unmask him I'll pull the trigger on it, someone load the gun and cock it While we were all watching, he got Washington in his pocket."
I got a lot of work done over the weekend to prep for missing most of the week. I need to do more though.
My brother and SIL sent me a Hanukkah gift and I totally flaked on holiday stuff this year for anyone other than the kids. I need to get on that ASAP but it looks like I'll be ordering online instead of sending something because I just don't have time with the grandma stuff going on.
I'm so tired. I was in kind of a funk yesterday and had trouble sleeping because I was feeling pretty negative. I think I only got about 5 hours of sleep. Blah.
I stopped taking Lexapro because my prescription is almost gone and I don't have decent health insurance anymore so I can't afford to refill it. I am 99% sure I don't really need it anymore anyway (I had been taking it because of anxiety but I think the situation causing the anxiety is in the past) but the withdrawal is kind of annoying. I'm positive that's why I was in a funk yesterday and I've been feeling light headed pretty regularly for the last few days. I did taper off, and was on a low dose to begin with, but I have a feeling I tapered off too quickly (and it's really hard to taper from 5mg anyway...you can cut the pill in half but it's so tiny that it crumbles and there is no way to cut it in half again). So, i'm waiting for my brain to stabilize and go back to normal. Hopefully it will be soon. I hate the lightheadedness.
I was so tired last night so I went to bed early. Of course I was wide awake at 3 am and now I'm tired again.
I got into it with my mom last night because I feel like she is always judging my parenting choices. She told me I'm being too sensitive. I'm pretty pissed.
"This prick is asking for someone here to bring him to task Somebody give me some dirt on this vacuous mass so we can at last unmask him I'll pull the trigger on it, someone load the gun and cock it While we were all watching, he got Washington in his pocket."
Post by pantsoffdanceoff on Dec 15, 2014 11:00:28 GMT -5
I am so tired today. Probably because it was the first time that I have had to wake up early in quite a while.
I'm feeling some kind of way about my EXH getting married. I was fine on Saturday, the day it happened, but then yesterday I woke up sad thinking that he woke up that morning a married man.
Post by Wanderista on Dec 15, 2014 11:06:35 GMT -5
I had a nice weekend. Everything is going pretty well on most fronts aside from slowly recovering from allergy issues. The holiday season is in full swing and I have a lot going on. Work is good, boy is good, friends are good.
I am in a much better place than I've been in years frankly. Aside from annoying health issues, this has been a good year. The biggest surprise for me was a professional change early in the year that gave me a lot more confidence and much needed mental stimulation. I feel a lot more motivated and like I have a professional direction now than I did last year.
Oh, I got a Shellac mani and regular pedi yesterday, it was kind of a holiday treat to myself. I feel ready to be festive.
The weekends was nice. I took a long weekend and enjoyed some time with my mom and sister in Colorado. I just got back this morning. The red-eye is a bitch. I will probably crash later today.
My weekend fucking ROCKED. I haven't had that much fun in a loooooong time.
Although, I received a letter from stbxh that almost put a damper on things. The letter was semi-threatening so I immediately took a picture and sent it to my lawyer. She responded this morning saying that she was going into court and will talk to me later.
"Everything happens for a reason, people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can come together." ~Marilyn Monroe
DD2 is home sick today. XH sent her in and said her temp was at 97, but the school nurse called me just after 9 saying her temp was 102 XH couldn't get her since he had a bunch of stops to make for work so he sent me the text below
I wanted to write back and say Dude, it's not about the days or me "repaying" you, it's about our daughter, who is sick. What did he expect me to say? I'm sorry, but I will not get her until 3 since that is our switch time per our agreement.
Anyway, she is napping in my bed right now. My dilemna now is whether or not to wake her when I have to get DD1 at the bus stop in an hour. It's just the other side of the parking lot, but I'm nervous she'll wake up while I'm out there. But I think it's more important that I let her sleep.
I also forgot to mention that my attoney's office called and asked if I received the court papers yet (regarding the after-school care). I had not, but she said we have a hearing date of January 6th. XH should have either gotten them this weekend or will get them today/tomorrow. I should expect some nastiness from him.
DD2 is home sick today. XH sent her in and said her temp was at 97, but the school nurse called me just after 9 saying her temp was 102 XH couldn't get her since he had a bunch of stops to make for work so he sent me the text below
I wanted to write back and say Dude, it's not about the days or me "repaying" you, it's about our daughter, who is sick. What did he expect me to say? I'm sorry, but I will not get her until 3 since that is our switch time per our agreement.
Anyway, she is napping in my bed right now. My dilemna now is whether or not to wake her when I have to get DD1 at the bus stop in an hour. It's just the other side of the parking lot, but I'm nervous she'll wake up while I'm out there. But I think it's more important that I let her sleep.
Edited due to XH's name. Oops.
Wow, repay him? It's his child.
Now, if he feels that things are not fair, he could have worded it much much better.