had a good cry this morning

[callmehales]

so my temps have been consistently high the last 4 days (usually they drop a few days before AF, then go up, down, up and then down on CD1).  so i was optimistic, maybe this is it, wouldn't it be nice to have a "christmas miracle", blah blah blah.

yeahhhhh, turns out it's just a low-grade fever from cold DH gave me.  AF started around lunchtime.  so this will be cycle 15, and a year off BC...and ONE cycle charting where AF was even a hint of being late. 

DH is looking up insurance info today, to see if we need a referral to get testing done.

[miamigirl]

I'm so sorry... Many hugs

[Koala]

Ugh. So sorry. Feel better.

[daisy]

I'm so sorry. Lots of hugs and chocolate.

[callmehales]

at least i won't feel bad about having mulled wine at a christmas party tomorrow night.

[MrsMB]

I'm so sorry....it's frustrating.

[oneslybookworm]

I'm sorry! HUGS!

[callmehales]

and honestly, having you ladies to vent to makes things A LOT easier. no one else i know IRL has had any trouble at all, so it's nice to not feel all alone.

[raangoli]

I am so sorry. Hugs.

[bcv513]

I'm so sorry. I hate that it's so hard for so many people. ((hugs))

[jac]

I hear ya on not having anyone IRL to vent to and really appreciate this little safe haven. I will find out in the next day or so if AF comes and if my Christmas miracle will be crushed. I am hyper sensitive about every pang in my uterus - is it a cramp or is it something else?

[pantaloons55]

I am so sorry. So many hugs.

[Mushe]

Many hugs to you, friend.

[EllenGriswold]

Hugs. Sometimes a good cry really does help - and remember, you are definitely not alone in this process. And feel better soon, both about AF and from the cold.

[HoneySpider]

I'm sorry Seems like there are a lot of people on this board who have been struggling and it really sucks!

[ginkgoleaf]

I'm sorry.

[tiptoetulips]

I'm sorry you're going through this

[shauni27]

I am so sorry and I am right where you are. Off BCP for just over a year, 16 cycles in, never really late. I got testing done and it really helped to be proactive and doing whatever I could, I strongly recommend it--making the calls with your insurance is a great start. Please enjoy your mulled wine and know we are all here for you. Huge hugs.

[aprilsails]

Big hugs to you. Everyone struggling here will be in my thoughts this Christmas.

[sierramist03]

Hugs

[rockinrobyn]

Lots off hugs lady!

[awick14]

((Hugs))