Post by dixienormous on Feb 25, 2015 8:41:36 GMT -5
The babysitter search continues. I have an interview lined up for tonight, and two for tomorrow. The AWESOME person we wanted to hire from Saturday isn't going to be able to swing the job (plus she texted me at 5:58 this morning when I have called her twice in the evenings).
I'm starting to freak out. Plus i'm still doing the research for PA and I *KNOW* this is going to be a fight this weekend.
Post by Emerald1486 on Feb 25, 2015 8:42:05 GMT -5
DS woke me up at 530 this morning... I need to not read right before bed. Last nights dream starred the main characters of the Outlander series (I'm reading Drums of Autumn right now)
My parents came over this morning to watch DS and get him on the bus. DH and I left at the same time.
As I drove to work, I glanced at my phone and saw I had missed a call. I listen to the VM. There is this little sad 6 year old voice telling me how he had waved to me as I drove away and I didn't wave back. And neither did daddy. Then "I love you" as he hung up.
OMG - if you could have heard that poor little voice. Tore at the heartstrings!!!! I immediately called him and apologized. Then called DH and told him what happened. He said he'd call too.
My little boy... he's such a little bundle of sweetness and I HATED hearing the sadness in his voice.
I need a sugar daddy just to buy me the perfume I really like. glitzyglow sent me a bunch of samples, two of the ones I like I can afford, but the one I love is really expensive. Damn you Tom Ford!
Aw, ECB. I hate those calls, they make me feel so bad and I want to turn around so I can hug them so tight.
I got one of those a couple months ago. I was late coming to get them and DS#2 was worried about me, so they had to call me. It took all I had to not still be weepy when I got to stbxmil's.
Aw, ECB. I hate those calls, they make me feel so bad and I want to turn around so I can hug them so tight.
I got one of those a couple months ago. I was late coming to get them and DS#2 was worried about me, so they had to call me. It took all I had to not still be weepy when I got to stbxmil's.
EXACTLY!!!!! I just want to go and give him a huge hug. He's getting one when I pick him up today - that's for sure!
Post by Emerald1486 on Feb 25, 2015 8:56:44 GMT -5
ECB and cuddlyevil I know what you both mean. DS has been doing the super cute thing lately. Yesterday telling me "I just want to hug you. I need you." Soooo hard not to tear up at that.
I had a really good dream so I woke up 1. happy and 2. wishing I could go back to sleep to finish it!
I'm singing Elton John in my office this morning, which makes me happy.
My carpool husband calls me a communist every time I tell him I don't like something he considers American. Today's list of things I don't like (which then = me being a communist): Shamrock Shakes, Push-ups and root beer floats.
Post by starrieskies on Feb 25, 2015 9:55:41 GMT -5
Mr mags is one of a kind, in the very best way!
helped me make dinner last night and midway through the meal prep, he decided to make his very own recipe. He wrote all the ingredients down first though so he could remember how to make it again next time. LOL
doriswe, I have never had a Shamrock shake and I have no desire to have one. I detest root beer floats! And your carpool husband will not like this about me, I do not like Apple Pies(providing he thinks they are "American")! In fact I dislike any cooked fruit.
I had an odd dream last night, I had a dream that a as I was leaving work with some coworkers, a car full of guys pulled into the parking lot and started driving around the parking lot. We all got into our cars and left. The car started following me. I did feel right about it so I didn't go home. I drove around for awhile and the car kept following me. So, I decided to go to a 24 hour dinner. I tried to hide in the parking lot hoping they would think that I went into the building and they would either leave, or go inside so that I could go home. Didn't work. I go inside where it is well lit and full of people. While I am sitting there, I almost call a friend who I know is usually up late to come get me, but I decide to try H first, so I start calling and texting him until he answers. He was at bowling and he said he was on his way. Just as he sits down with me, the guys get up to leave. H asks if that is them, I said yes, but please don't say/start anything since they hadn't bothered me in the dinner. Suddenly food appears in front of me that I didn't order and I wake. Chirp, help!
(((mags))) I also agree that the Birchbox subscription is a great idea.
Last night I went on a date with a guy who told me partway into it that he's been diagnosed with Aspergers. It was an interesting night and I enjoyed myself.
Post by Emerald1486 on Feb 25, 2015 10:08:18 GMT -5
I have noticed lately that something about me is off. I'm getting lost in my books a lot more than usual. This typically happens when I'm feeling overwhelmed and I need to relax before I have a bipolar episode (prolonged stress is a trigger). But I don't feel overwhelmed about anything. I just feel off. I wonder if it is the weather. I haven't really been out much since the snow has hit. One the days I can, we have more snow which makes the roads iffy and I stay home. Sorry, just rambling a bit
I was at work, sitting in my office and there was a woman in a jeep-like vehicle kind of outside my office window. Then right behind her, a helicopter made an emergency landing, but made it safely. I remember when it was coming down initially she and I made eye contact and exchanged worried faces. I think there was a student/client in my office, too. All of a sudden the helicopter wasn't okay anymore, it was like it tried to take off again and then crashed. The rotors on the top of the helicopter kept coming into my office and slicing up my desk/grinding away parts of my desk. It happened 3 or 4 times and I was rushing to get the kid out because at first he didn't realize what a big deal it was. Neither he nor I got hurt, but I have no idea about anyone else. I think the lady in the jeep drove away. I had tried to look out my window to see what happened to the helicopter and that's when I saw it was somehow on its side and the rotors were going to slice the building.
I had a delay for work because of ice. They're living the winter storm warning just in time to have another after work. Apparently we're supposed to get nothing to up to 12 inches of snow tonight/tomorrow morning. They honestly have no idea. I love living in NC.
I have noticed lately that something about me is off. I'm getting lost in my books a lot more than usual. This typically happens when I'm feeling overwhelmed and I need to relax before I have a bipolar episode (prolonged stress is a trigger). But I don't feel overwhelmed about anything. I just feel off. I wonder if it is the weather. I haven't really been out much since the snow has hit. One the days I can, we have more snow which makes the roads iffy and I stay home. Sorry, just rambling a bit
I have not been diagnosed bipolar, but I know this feeling. When I can't get outside to breathe, I try to find something creative for my hands to do - like crochet or color. Other times I get into the shower and stay in the water until I feel calmer.
(((mags))) I also agree that the Birchbox subscription is a great idea.
Last night I went on a date with a guy who told me partway into it that he's been diagnosed with Aspergers. It was an interesting night and I enjoyed myself.
Very interesting but long term might get difficult.
(((mags))) I also agree that the Birchbox subscription is a great idea.
Last night I went on a date with a guy who told me partway into it that he's been diagnosed with Aspergers. It was an interesting night and I enjoyed myself.
Very interesting but long term might get difficult.
I agree. He's only here for a few weeks for work so I'm not too concerned about long-term. He's just interesting to talk to and spend time with.
I had an odd dream last night, I had a dream that a as I was leaving work with some coworkers, a car full of guys pulled into the parking lot and started driving around the parking lot. We all got into our cars and left. The car started following me. I did feel right about it so I didn't go home. I drove around for awhile and the car kept following me. So, I decided to go to a 24 hour dinner. I tried to hide in the parking lot hoping they would think that I went into the building and they would either leave, or go inside so that I could go home. Didn't work. I go inside where it is well lit and full of people. While I am sitting there, I almost call a friend who I know is usually up late to come get me, but I decide to try H first, so I start calling and texting him until he answers. He was at bowling and he said he was on his way. Just as he sits down with me, the guys get up to leave. H asks if that is them, I said yes, but please don't say/start anything since they hadn't bothered me in the dinner. Suddenly food appears in front of me that I didn't order and I wake. Chirp, help!
You are avoiding some issues in your waking life and are feeling overwhelmed by decisions and choices that you need to make.