I'm a mess, y'all! (vent)

[ouokie]

I went to my appointment with my RE today to discuss my RPL test results. Well, apparently, I had the wrong time on my calendar so I missed my appointment. I was so disappointed. So much so that I started bawling in my car. Over an appointment. I've just been feeling like I'm a failure lately. I like like this because I have been gaining weight (even though I have adjusted my diet and started working out) and that I can't stay pregnant. I know it was a stupid appointment, but I haven't been taking disappointments really well lately. I can't really express these opinions with DH because I don't think he'll get it. 

[oneslybookworm]

Aww, I've been there as well. I bawled over missing a yearly physical with my GP. Sending you lots of hugs right now. ((ouokie))

[raangoli]

I am so sorry. It's the straw that broke the camel's back. You need to just let go and lose it to get it out of your system. ((ouokie))

[mskitkat]

*hugs* sometimes it's just one thing too many.

[callmehales]

i cried the whole way home from picking up my clomid and trigger shot because the lady getting out of her car next to me as i was leaving cvs was PG.

sometimes things just SUCK.

[rosiedozie]

I'm sorry - I would be upset by something like that too. I hope that they're able to get you a new appointment soon.

[tiptoetulips]

I so sorry I get so frustrated with myself when I don't have it together hang in there

[MrsMB]

So many hugs....this process can bce so painful.

Sent from so-called "smart" phone. Please forgive any errors!

[Mushe]

I'm so sorry, ouokie! Be kind to yourself; this is such a hard time. I hope they're able to reschedule you soon.

[daisy]

I'm sorry. ((Hugs))

[loira]

I'm sorry. Sometimes it really just isn't fair. ((hugs))

[brewco]

I'm sorry you're having a rough time! I hope you are able to reschedule your appointment quickly! Hang in there!

[july]

I am sorry, ouokie that you are going through a rough time.

[shauni27]

I'm so sorry, that would cause me to break down into tears as well. Have you considered talking to a therapist or getting on anti-depressants right now? Last summer when every little thing was making me cry I realized I was terribly depressed about my IF and trouble TTC and seeing a therapist and being on meds has helped tremendously. I hope I am not overstepping my bounds; I truly suggest this for all women who are going through this!

[mrsbunny]

((hugs)) This is a hard process and it's totally understandable to cry...even if it seems like it's from out of nowhere! A month after my D&C, I had a breakdown over ruining my frozen pizza. I mean, sitting on the kitchen floor, bawling my eyes out kind of mess. These things happen.

shauni27, I actually started seeing a therapist several months after my loss because I was struggling. We have also discussed DH's testosterone issues and TTC. I'll admit, it has helped a lot. I didn't want meds (done that all before), but even just the talk therapy helped. It's nice to have a third party who can just listen to you vent without judging.

[boiler717]

I'm so sorry (((hugs)))

[denise]

I'm so sorry, ouokie.

[vanillahip]

::hugs!!:: I've been a total train wreck with our IUI failing and all the damned babies and pregnant women around me. I TOTALLY feel you on feeling like a mess!

::more hugs:: I hope you're feeling better asap, I empathize so hard.

[swiftlyirun]

((ouokie)) there is nothing easy about any of this. I can totally empathize.

[rt2008]

So sorry I would totally cry over that too these days.

[ouokie]

All of you ladies are awesome! Thanks so much for the kind words. I'm having a much better day.

[konapoppy]

So many hugs.

I ugly cried the entire night on Tuesday. Sometimes these things just hit you.

[july]

Glad you are having a better day.