I'm feeling a little insecure, I hung out with someone who is becoming a good friend last night and I just didn't show my best face forward and I regret some of the things I said. I just hope it doesn't change her view of me or our friendship. I have been really focused on trying not to talk ugly and focus on what's ahead of me and that got away from me last night. Ugh.
I'm feeling a little insecure, I hung out with someone who is becoming a good friend last night and I just didn't show my best face forward and I regret some of the things I said. I just hope it doesn't change her view of me or our friendship. I have been really focused on trying not to talk ugly and focus on what's ahead of me and that got away from me last night. Ugh.
Post by starrieskies on Mar 20, 2015 8:54:09 GMT -5
Hugs doglove. A real friend will love you at your best, your worst, and everything in between! We all have those days. I'm sure she will understand.
DS had been on a roll the last couple of days. I'm nervous about spending the weekend with him and my mom. They tend to feed of of each other's negativity. I could take him out of the house and go do something, but he's been such a turd lately that I don't really want to, and I have a mountain of laundry that really needs to be addressed.
I'm feeling a little insecure, I hung out with someone who is becoming a good friend last night and I just didn't show my best face forward and I regret some of the things I said. I just hope it doesn't change her view of me or our friendship. I have been really focused on trying not to talk ugly and focus on what's ahead of me and that got away from me last night. Ugh.
Eh we all have negative nancy days. It sucks.
It really does, I don't feel good about myself when I don't focus the conversation on the relationship between me and the person I am hanging out with. Lesson learned.
I took the day off yesterday. I needed a mental health day, or I was going to loose my mind. I slept in, got up did some laundry, painted, watched tv and edited some vacation photos. It was glorious. I really really needed it.
Last night I went to the 28 year old's place (I need to come up with a better nickname) and we had dinner together. He's definitely a cuddler and it's nice. I just like spending time with him so far.
DH just called at work to tell me that I got an email from the place I interviewed back in January asking for my transcripts before they can extend me an offer!!!!! It was so hard to hold it together so my coworkers wouldn't overhear anything lol.
Dl everyone has their days. Plus I know you are very conscientious in general so what you thought was negativity was probably how the test of us talk on a normal day ;-) hugs
I'm home from my conference and need to get back into my routine. I've had calls with my customer at weird hours and that on top of the time difference from east to west coast has me all turned around. If all goes well today/tonight that weird hours should be done after tonight (have a midnight and an 2am call).
I have an engagement party to go to tomorrow night which should be fun. I take a gift to an engagement party, right?
Post by captainmel on Mar 20, 2015 13:09:28 GMT -5
I was up a lot of the night coughing. It is so annoying. I just want to sleep!
I love having my hair cut/colored again.
I found a house that is for sale really close to where I live now and I am completely in love with it. Size/layout/location. Everything is perfect. I want it but I can't afford it! Waaaahhhhhhhhh....
Post by starrieskies on Mar 20, 2015 16:08:31 GMT -5
All this talk of hair has me thinking about growing mine out again... I can't decide. I love it short but it hasn't been long in a while and part of me misses being able to just pull it back when it looks crazy.