I went and did a warm detox yoga last night in hopes that it would loosen up my muscles that are still sore. It was amazing, I loved the stupid, I loved the teacher, I felt all stretched out and mentally in such a good place when I left. I don't know why it's been so long since I have done yoga, but I plan to put it into the regular rotation now. It was weird though when I got home and was just laying in bed I felt all kinds of feelings. I journaled, but it took everything in me to not send a gushy text to golfer.
So I went on a date with a new guy and we were supposed to have plans last night but I got bogged down with work and cancelled. He wants to meet up tonight but I don't think it will work out because I have so much work stuff to finish. I feel bad because whenever there seems to be a good potential for a guy life seems to pull me away.
I still have a $100 gc to bb and beyond that I got for Xmas. I saw they have Kuerigs on sale for $99 and there's also a $5 coupon. I think I'm going to let bf use he gc though. He has two bedrooms with nothing in them and his boss is giving him two beds so he'll need bedding and I already told him he could have it. He was like "are you sure???" Yes, that's fine. I don't really need a keurig.
I'm still in budgeting mode and I like it. I think I'll make it with my grocery bill under $250 this month. Each month I'm trying to cut it down more.
Post by stephreloaded on Apr 21, 2015 8:33:57 GMT -5
I fell asleep at 830 last night and woke up at 430 this morning. My wake up time is 5am so it was perfect.
I am getting more and more annoyed at the ex and his academic expectations of DD. She has been struggling with English because the other kids are just learning it and she is already fluent so she gets bored and unmotivated. Teacher also recommended therapy for her to help with her shyness and the ex is not on board and also told her that he hopes she gets the highest grade in every single class.
I went and did a warm detox yoga last night in hopes that it would loosen up my muscles that are still sore. It was amazing, I loved the stupid, I loved the teacher, I felt all stretched out and mentally in such a good place when I left. I don't know why it's been so long since I have done yoga, but I plan to put it into the regular rotation now. It was weird though when I got home and was just laying in bed I felt all kinds of feelings. I journaled, but it took everything in me to not send a gushy text to golfer.
I fell asleep at 830 last night and woke up at 430 this morning. My wake up time is 5am so it was perfect.
I am getting more and more annoyed at the ex and his academic expectations of DD. She has been struggling with English because the other kids are just learning it and she is already fluent so she gets bored and unmotivated. Teacher also recommended therapy for her to help with her shyness and the ex is not on board and also told her that he hopes she gets the highest grade in every single class.
I always struggled in the classes that were the easiest. It was hard to motivate myself for any effort when so little was required. Expecting the highest grade all the time is unreasonable. Do you have to have his permission for her to go to therapy.
We have joint custody but our CO doesn't require approval from the other parent though. I pretty much told him that she is coming so he replied that it's worth a try but that was pretty much to shut me up. We live in different countries so I don't ask for his approval for all her medical decisions.
I went and did a warm detox yoga last night in hopes that it would loosen up my muscles that are still sore. It was amazing, I loved the stupid, I loved the teacher, I felt all stretched out and mentally in such a good place when I left. I don't know why it's been so long since I have done yoga, but I plan to put it into the regular rotation now. It was weird though when I got home and was just laying in bed I felt all kinds of feelings. I journaled, but it took everything in me to not send a gushy text to golfer.
Where did you go?
Inspirit Yoga it's pretty close to me and they have a ton of classes.
I am still feeling all emotional and overthinky today. It's really stupid, but I want to ask golfer what are we and where he sees this going. I know this would make me feel better to hear it very clear from him, but I also feel like it's childish to need to hear it from him in the way I want to hear it when his actions tell me the same thing. I think I just need to suck it up until tomorrow because once I see him and we spend time together I think it will be better. My love languages are physical touch and quality time, so when both of those are lacking for a week or so I start to feel blah about things.
It's only Tuesday??? Two weeks from now At this time I'll have arrived at Walt Disney world and be heading toward the magic kindgom. I'm so excited! I don't even care if I'm a full grown adult going with her parents.
Tonight new guy is coming over. It's out 7th date! Might be time to stop counting. I'm making T-bone steaks, kale salad and stuffed baked potatoes. I also made key lime pie for dessert! I think I actually like this one!
Post by prettyinpearls on Apr 21, 2015 10:00:17 GMT -5
B had kindergarten registration today and XH made the 2.5 hour drive to be at his 8:30 time slot. B looked so proud to have his mom, dad, and stepdad all there while he went around to the stations and got stickers for completing the different testing. XH and H made small talk while I filled forms out and it was just an overall good experience. The best part is that XH didn't fight me at all on the school of choice to send B to.
This is proof that time can quiet the storm and set you on a path to calmer waters.
Inspirit Yoga it's pretty close to me and they have a ton of classes.
I am still feeling all emotional and overthinky today. It's really stupid, but I want to ask golfer what are we and where he sees this going. I know this would make me feel better to hear it very clear from him, but I also feel like it's childish to need to hear it from him in the way I want to hear it when his actions tell me the same thing. I think I just need to suck it up until tomorrow because once I see him and we spend time together I think it will be better. My love languages are physical touch and quality time, so when both of those are lacking for a week or so I start to feel blah about things.
I get it. Especially since there has been so much going on with him and his son. Tomorrow might be a good time to talk a little bit. You guys will be having a lot of fun and it will be relaxing so maybe slip it into a conversation at some point.
It's only Tuesday??? Two weeks from now At this time I'll have arrived at Walt Disney world and be heading toward the magic kindgom. I'm so excited! I don't even care if I'm a full grown adult going with her parents.
Tonight new guy is coming over. It's out 7th date! Might be time to stop counting. I'm making T-bone steaks, kale salad and stuffed baked potatoes. I also made key lime pie for dessert! I think I actually like this one!
I know that you are going to be with your parents, but if you want to meet up bl and I live in Orlando.
I went and did a warm detox yoga last night in hopes that it would loosen up my muscles that are still sore. It was amazing, I loved the stupid, I loved the teacher, I felt all stretched out and mentally in such a good place when I left. I don't know why it's been so long since I have done yoga, but I plan to put it into the regular rotation now. It was weird though when I got home and was just laying in bed I felt all kinds of feelings. I journaled, but it took everything in me to not send a gushy text to golfer.
Post by jojoandleo on Apr 21, 2015 10:40:38 GMT -5
I had a physical this morning. First one since HS. They did blood work and I peed in a cup. I probably should have told them I went to an alumni HH yesterday and had a few (okay, 4) glasses of wine. My liver enzymes are going to look bad. BUT, I was embarrassed. I didn't drink anything after the "fasting" time, so it totally doesn't count, right?
It's only Tuesday??? Two weeks from now At this time I'll have arrived at Walt Disney world and be heading toward the magic kindgom. I'm so excited! I don't even care if I'm a full grown adult going with her parents.
Tonight new guy is coming over. It's out 7th date! Might be time to stop counting. I'm making T-bone steaks, kale salad and stuffed baked potatoes. I also made key lime pie for dessert! I think I actually like this one!
I know that you are going to be with your parents, but if you want to meet up bl and I live in Orlando.
I would love to, but we I know we aren't going to leave the property and have a pretty strict schedule:(
I really wanted tomorrow with golfer to be just fun and relaxed, and my mind was going too crazy to keep it all in, so I asked him if he minded if I just did a bit of a brain dump. He responded and said that he thinks we have something really special, our chemistry is good, he appreciates how I treat him, and I have nothing to worry about. He said to get to that next level he would really like to be able to spend a weekend or a couple of days together to get more of a feel beyond a date, and it just sucks that our schedules haven't worked for this yet. He said that is why he is super excited for a big/long Disney day because it is a step in the right direction, and hopefully we can do the weekend thing soon. I really appreciated his response, it was sweet and reassuring, but also hes not just going along with what I feel/want to avoid a difficult conversation. I feel much better now.
I really wanted tomorrow with golfer to be just fun and relaxed, and my mind was going too crazy to keep it all in, so I asked him if he minded if I just did a bit of a brain dump. He responded and said that he thinks we have something really special, our chemistry is good, he appreciates how I treat him, and I have nothing to worry about. He said to get to that next level he would really like to be able to spend a weekend or a couple of days together to get more of a feel beyond a date, and it just sucks that our schedules haven't worked for this yet. He said that is why he is super excited for a big/long Disney day because it is a step in the right direction, and hopefully we can do the weekend thing soon. I really appreciated his response, it was sweet and reassuring, but also hes not just going along with what I feel/want to avoid a difficult conversation. I feel much better now.
OMG I don't even know how to explain what just happened with this guy I was supposed to meet for lunch but I'll just say I'm glad it didn't work out because he is either nuts or just fucking weird.
OMG I don't even know how to explain what just happened with this guy I was supposed to meet for lunch but I'll just say I'm glad it didn't work out because he is either nuts or just fucking weird.
OMG I don't even know how to explain what just happened with this guy I was supposed to meet for lunch but I'll just say I'm glad it didn't work out because he is either nuts or just fucking weird.
You can't just leave this here. We NEED details.
haha So he said... "let's meet at Dunkin Donuts" And I'm like (for lunch? wtf?) so I suggested meeting at XYZ Deli (close to both of us, we work in adjacent buildings) And he said let's do it another time or forget it or something basically. That he was in a rush and Dunkin donuts was faster. So I said "good idea, why don't we plan on a day when you aren't rushed" And he said something like. No, forget it. I don't want to be controlled and you are too rigid. lol Because I wouldn't go to Dunkin donuts. For lunch.
haha So he said... "let's meet at Dunkin Donuts" And I'm like (for lunch? wtf?) so I suggested meeting at XYZ Deli (close to both of us, we work in adjacent buildings) And he said let's do it another time or forget it or something basically. That he was in a rush and Dunkin donuts was faster. So I said "good idea, why don't we plan on a day when you aren't rushed" And he said something like. No, forget it. I don't want to be controlled and you are too rigid. lol Because I wouldn't go to Dunkin donuts. For lunch.
haha So he said... "let's meet at Dunkin Donuts" And I'm like (for lunch? wtf?) so I suggested meeting at XYZ Deli (close to both of us, we work in adjacent buildings) And he said let's do it another time or forget it or something basically. That he was in a rush and Dunkin donuts was faster. So I said "good idea, why don't we plan on a day when you aren't rushed" And he said something like. No, forget it. I don't want to be controlled and you are too rigid. lol Because I wouldn't go to Dunkin donuts. For lunch.
haha So he said... "let's meet at Dunkin Donuts" And I'm like (for lunch? wtf?) so I suggested meeting at XYZ Deli (close to both of us, we work in adjacent buildings) And he said let's do it another time or forget it or something basically. That he was in a rush and Dunkin donuts was faster. So I said "good idea, why don't we plan on a day when you aren't rushed" And he said something like. No, forget it. I don't want to be controlled and you are too rigid. lol Because I wouldn't go to Dunkin donuts. For lunch.
You sound SUPER high maintenance, lol! Fancy girl over here too good for DD!