I am back at work today and have so much to catch up on. I have a counseling appointment tonight and will probably crash after that as this is the most activity I've done in a week.
It's such a ridiculously emotional day for me. It's my birthday, I woke up at like 4am to watch the Mad Men finale and I'm quitting my job today (my job felt a lot like Mad Men in terms of politics, related field and tending toward being s work a holic). Gah! So many feelings.
Thanks pantsoffdanceoff! Yes very much so. Despite expressing what I want during career patching, I've been "rewarded" for all of my hard work by getting the most difficult accounts that are also not super valued. But I don't think they would ever think I would leave.
Post by pantsoffdanceoff on May 18, 2015 8:30:19 GMT -5
I have a headache (what's new?)
I just called and cancelled Nutrisystem after 3 weeks and ZERO pounds lost. I'm taking notes from bl and I'm going in more of a "south beach" way more protein and whole foods kind of diet.
I'm also texting with a cute guy from match who is from the UK.
Thanks all! pantsoffdanceoff, I celebrated this weekend, so tonight is just going to be chilling with the new guy and my bestie and his boyfriend. bl dinner went great! My dad approves of the new guy and my friends seemed to like him as well. YAY!
BF found a way to call me yesterday morning. He chatted me up a bit and then said, "The real reason I needed to call you is to tell you I love you. I need to say it to your face a thousand times, but I absolutely couldn't wait til I got home." That was a really lovely start to my Sunday. However, I'm still in my space of discontent, so I'm not sure how things will all pan out when he comes back.
Morning! I'm at the airport flying to Seattle for a job interview. I'm excited and nervous. The interview is tomorrow, I'll spend today checking out the area and some apts.
It's going to be a weird day for me too. I have appointments out of the office all afternoon.
P was so tired and cranky this morning we played baseball for 3 hours yesterday.
Xh wanted to FaceTime with him but I had to take the phone away again when he started talking about court Idk when he'll learn to NOT talk like that in front of P.
Had a good conversation with a close friend today. I'm trying to change my attitude about a few things since my situation isn't changing soon. I need to get back to focusing better at work (I'm on my lunch break now) instead of doing things halfway.
I'm going to pick out my conference sessions today for next month. I'm really looking forward today that.
I'm going to go out with a dude from OKCupid. I decided that instead of being annoyed by his persistence, I'm going to be flattered, because he's been nice about it, and maybe I am worth a little persistence.
I'm still feeling stressed about my move and upcoming plans and whatnot, but I shouldn't put everything on hold because I want to nest, lol