I haven't had a cut since February and I couldn't find someone I trusted who wouldn't cut it all off again. I think I did okay - I just trimmed 1/4 of an inch off of it. I took the dead ends off without removing much length. Whew.
I haven't had a cut since February and I couldn't find someone I trusted who wouldn't cut it all off again. I think I did okay - I just trimmed 1/4 of an inch off of it. I took the dead ends off without removing much length. Whew.
I can't wrap my head around trimming my own hair, but if you're happy with it, I guess it's a good thing (and so much cheaper). But go to a stylist when you need a real shaping, ok?
I know, I know. I cut it myself for two years so I felt okay trimming ends since she gave me a shape/cut back in February. I am still searching for someone to cut it for me. I promise!!
I had coffee with MT last night and it was a lot of fun. He still gives me butterflies. I'm unsure what it was but I think we're going to hang out again.
My friend had to file a restraining order against a guy she went out with twice. He started stalking her, sending totally inappropriate texts and showing up at her doorstep. She's scared to death, obviously. Once the dust settles, I plan to have a serious, come to Jesus talk with her about safety because she's not making the best choices and is way to trusting right out of the gate.
I 'think' I have the student loan/grant situation straightened out. Tuition is paid for and the remainder (that I didn't need or ask for in the first place) is being returned to the lender. Now maybe I can actually focus on my final projects...
Post by bullygirl979 on May 21, 2015 9:40:43 GMT -5
Ugh, my assist just asked me if I'm leaving the clinic. I said at this point, no. She asked if I was looking elsewhere and I laughed and said "I always keep my options open".
I can't lie to her but I feel like shite for acting breezy and like I'm not actively looking.
I'm exhausted. Ds woke up in the wee hours of the morning and crawled into bed with me. He hasn't done this in a really long time. I wonder if he's nervous about moving, but doesn't want to say it.
I'm heading to ikea this weekend to buy the last few things I need for the new place!
doriswe I'm only liking your date. Not your friend and the stalker.
x2.
Yesterday was the kind of day where it hit home how lonely I am. It was stressful and I was hormonal, all I wanted was someone to hug me while I cried and tell me it will be okay. Instead, I cried in the car on the way to get the kids and distracted myself by focusing on them.
Today looks better? Maybe? There are weird undercurrents at work and I don't know what it is.
Post by captainmel on May 21, 2015 11:24:20 GMT -5
I've been a mopey mess this week so I haven't been posting.
Boyfriend and I had a come to Jesus talk about him helping more around the house. He used to do way more and in the last year it has slowly evolved into him basically doing nothing. I feel like I have asked for his help pretty explicitly before and things haven't changed long term. I told he has to do more or I'm out. It is that bad.
We also have been dealing with our other sweet ratty girl being pretty close to death. She has an infection and her immune system just isn't fighting it. I think she's sad and lonely because her companion rat died a few months ago. We had her staying at the vet for a week trying to get better but it just isn't happening. She's home now and we have just been playing with her and giving her lots of delicious foods and love and we will make the decision to say goodbye at some point. She still is very happy and energetic and loving so we are just waiting on her to tell us more.
Post by captainmel on May 21, 2015 12:19:36 GMT -5
Thanks ladies. When the vet started crying I lost it. I love our vet so much and she loves our rat too. I think my next pet will be a tortoise so that I will outlive it.
Post by cuddlyevil on May 21, 2015 12:27:58 GMT -5
Funny story from last night: DS#1 asked me when I was getting married again. I told him I needed a boyfriend first, then he said "Yeah...you'll need to be in loooooove. Then you'll have kids...maybe you'll have two boys--*sigh* That's too many boys!". I couldn't help but laugh. Right after that, DS#2 said "I don't want you to be bald.". Why are my children weird?
RG and I saw the new Avengers movie last night and really enjoyed it. Also, things seem better now. There's no feeling of imminent breakup, it's like we're back to where we were in a good way. He assumed I would spend the night, there was no weirdness about it. He made me a latte and scrambled egg whites this morning. He'll be out of town all weekend so I'm glad we got to spend time together last night.
I just have this feeling like I want to scream...but I don't know why or even how. This is usually the feeling I get before I start self-sabotaging. If my insides didn't ache so much I would go for a walk.
For now I'm working stretched out on the couch with an ice pack, ice cream, and junk TV.