I'm not sure anyone will remember me. I tracked my stbx-H down at a hotel in December.
I tried forgiving him. We did counseling. Things were better for a while, but over the last few weeks, he's gone back to staying out all night and coming home when I leave for work. He had been using drugs, but swore he stopped. In the last few weeks (when his behavior started changing again), I realized he was using again.
I kicked him out yesterday, and things got bad, as in the police were here several times. I'm okay physically, but my heart is broken. The man he has become is a monster. I'll be okay, just need to pick up the pieces and start over.
Adding to this 'excitement', my mom's cancer came back. They were going to remove part of her lung on Friday, but couldn't because it had spread and would cause more damage than good. We're waiting to hear from her Onc what the next steps are.
That's about it, in a nutshell. I've checked in from time to time, but haven't participated much. I'm hoping that as things calm down, I'll be able to post more moving forward.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"