I've done #4. It's the worst feeling ever. YES, EVER.
I have dreams that H is cheating on me or wants to divorce me. I KNOW they're not real, but when I wake up I'm mad at him and I have a hard time shaking that feeling. He thinks I'm nuts. I had one of those dreams last night and I had to resist being snarky to him this morning. Maybe if he wasn't such a jerk in my dreams...
I am a broken record but whatever, I am putting Leo in daycare part time next week. I am tired of feeling anxiety about the transition. I am just going to ease him in. I am also tired of being his only food source. I need him to start taking bottles consistantly and without a fight. Hopefully daycare can help him out with that.
Big Hugs Eddy. I was such a mess when DD started daycare. I keep hoping it will be easier the 2nd time around but I doubt it will be. I think starting part time is a great idea. Just remember, the first week is always the worst.
I totally thought this time would be easier. It is not.
I figure if the first week is going to suck it is better to do it with part time hours rather than full time.
I am cutting my leave short a bit by doing this but it is for the best. I think I will feel so much better doing it this way. I just want to rip the band aid off.
Eddy, he will do great at daycare. That is where DD "learned" to take a bottle, too. At home, it was a fight. Hang in there.
It is a gloomy day here today.
I really want to get the kids' pictures taken this summer or fall but I don't want to spend a bajillion dollars to do it (or go some place cheaper like Target). A lot of photographers that my friends use and that I like do mini-sessions but it's still like $200-300 for 10-15 images or something.
I feel like a zombie today. Could not sleep for the life of me. Sent Thor a gretsy text at 4 a.m. Twenty minutes later (because that's how far away he lives), he walks through the door. He scratched my back until I fell asleep.
I feel like a zombie today. Could not sleep for the life of me. Sent Thor a gretsy text at 4 a.m. Twenty minutes later (because that's how far away he lives), he walks through the door. He scratched my back until I fell asleep.
I have dreams that H is cheating on me or wants to divorce me. I KNOW they're not real, but when I wake up I'm mad at him and I have a hard time shaking that feeling. He thinks I'm nuts. I had one of those dreams last night and I had to resist being snarky to him this morning. Maybe if he wasn't such a jerk in my dreams...
I once woke up and punched my H in the arm for sleeping with a robot.
I changed the sheets twice before 6 a.m. today. Once because my toddler peed out of his diaper and shortly thereafter when said toddler puked in our bed. Most specifically on me.
I feel like a zombie today. Could not sleep for the life of me. Sent Thor a gretsy text at 4 a.m. Twenty minutes later (because that's how far away he lives), he walks through the door. He scratched my back until I fell asleep.
Aww!
Wait, I thought you guys were living together?
Almost! We got the keys and are in the process of painting first, then moving crap in. We've got our separate places through the end of the month.
Post by chedominique on Aug 15, 2012 8:42:55 GMT -5
-I went to IHOP last night and ate like a pig. Now I want some more pancakes and omelettes.
-I forgot we had toaster strudels in the house.
-My ex-coworker was rehired for contract work for a huge project we have. I forgot how she butts in EVERYONE'S conversations. And has an opinion about each one. She even started talking about religion in the office. I love her but it's weird adjusting to her all over again.
-I got a free Shoe Lover mug from DSW after entering a contest. Awesome!
I feel like a zombie today. Could not sleep for the life of me. Sent Thor a gretsy text at 4 a.m. Twenty minutes later (because that's how far away he lives), he walks through the door. He scratched my back until I fell asleep.
I've had white eyebrows for years. I don't even pluck them anymore, because at some point, I am not going to start plucking 4-5 hair in the middle of my brows.
Post by blueballoon on Aug 15, 2012 8:46:57 GMT -5
My new kitten loves our middle cat, and they've been playing all the time. Our other cat is old and crochety and doesn't play with anyone or anything, so I think they're both happy to have someone to play with.
My MIL is in Mexico on a mission trip with her church until Sunday. I've been secretly hoping that I have this baby while she's gone. It will be much less stress and drama if I have it while she isn't here, but I don't think that's going to happen.
I finally feel like I'm ready for this baby to come, at least as far as being ready at home goes. I'm not any where near ready at work, but at this point, I could care less.
My job was reclassified and I'll be getting a 47% raise! I'm finally going to be getting paid what I should be getting paid for all the work I do around here! Yipee!
Post by saraandmichael on Aug 15, 2012 8:56:31 GMT -5
LILA!
where are some pictures of your daughter?
tamb, that picture of joanna is absolutely precious. she is really getting so big already.
zelda, i love you two. seriously.
boobs, i'm sorry about your money. that sucks. though i may have fished the money out because i am cheap like that.
my randoms are that i have a bunch of stuff to do today and cannot see myself motivating to get out of the house before noon. which is fine, except i will probably get caught in the rain because every day without fail this last week when i have gone out in the afternoon it turns black and pours when i am ready to come home.
Open house tonight to find out who Ava and Lily's teachers are. They are super pissed at me that I had them separated this year, but I feel strongly about the fact that this is best for them. Lily needs to be her own person, without Ava speaking for her. Plus, they fight all the goddamn time. They never get away from each other really, so spending time apart at school can't hurt.
I've done #4. It's the worst feeling ever. YES, EVER.
I have dreams that H is cheating on me or wants to divorce me. I KNOW they're not real, but when I wake up I'm mad at him and I have a hard time shaking that feeling. He thinks I'm nuts. I had one of those dreams last night and I had to resist being snarky to him this morning. Maybe if he wasn't such a jerk in my dreams...
I've done this before! You know those few moments as you're waking up, where everything in the dream feels real and makes sense? And then as the day goes on you start realizing how crazy everything in the dream was? That lasts like half an hour for me. So I've been awake for half an hour, mad at H before I realize it was all part of a dream and he hasn't done anything wrong. That's humbling.
Post by Cricket0619 on Aug 15, 2012 9:12:40 GMT -5
My dog got a really bad haircut at the groomer. I am sick of them not listening to what I want. I know it's just a dog, but it's still annoying. She looks so different. She has a handlebar mustache going on now.
1 - I am going to kill my husband dead. He threw a salsa bottle into our recycling bin without rinsing it out. The jar broke and now there are shards of glass and salsa all over the recycling. Did he clean it up? Of course not. He left it for me to clean up. KILL!
2 - My boss wants me to change my personal cell phone number that I've had for 2 years that I pay for (not her) just because she doesn't like the number. Seriously?? WTF?! It's the correct area code for our city, she just prefers numbers that end in 00.
- My left ankle has been bothering me for over 6 months now, after I twisted it one day. If I spend a lot of time on it, I end up limping and have to ice it down and take Tylenol at the end of the day. H keeps bugging me to get it checked out and I planned to this week. Last night while playing with DS he dropped a big wooden puzzle piece on my right ankle. Now IT hurts this morning too, and I feel like I have to wait a couple days to make sure I don't have to get them both looked at when I go in.
- For the first time in months, I have a project at work that may keep me relatively busy for a couple of weeks! This makes me happy that I won't be so bored at work and that they seem to be using me for things that make sense again.
- H and I also had a stupid fight right before bed last night because I overreacted to something he said.