On Sunday, my mother asked if I'd gained some weight.
NO, I LOST 18 POUNDS. WTF?!
My mom asked this weekend, my birthday no less, on Facetime why my face is so puffy and said I look like I'm blowing up a balloon. And my dad in the background saying "Don't get the obesity like you did last time pregnant."
Work is so awkward right now because my boss is super paranoid for no reason.
It's been raining and cold for 3 days.
I have to jump through hoops today to finish payroll and then get DS to his band concert practice (which is for 1 hour right before the concert) So I have to go pick him up (from next to the high school), get him home, fed, showered, and all his clarinet shit together. Then get him (to the high school) for 5 pm, go home and try and get some of our dinner shit prepared, then head back out to the concert (BACK TO THE HIGH SCHOOL) for 6 pm. Fuckkk
Our vehicle was in the shop, so I was driving our other car when it decided to completely die on the road. We towed it to the shop and got the great news that it will cost almost $2000 to fix. It's a 2003, but we can't afford to buy a completely different car, so we're fixing it. We just can't get ahead lately. I'm so over unexpected expenses and want to cry.
I'm feeling really lost in my career, and don't have anyone to talk things through with. I really want to call my old boss for his opinion, but I'm awkward on a good day and I feel like it would be weird.
I thought I had a lot of great experience, but what I'm slowly realizing is that I was a jack of all trades but master of none. So while I have experience in a lot of related areas, I don't have enough experience in any one area to move up.
I hate my current job so much, but the pay is good for a part-time, low-responsibility job. I'm feeling trapped.