I'm so so sorry, ste. I know exactly how you feel. Give yourself time for all those emotions but remember to be good to yourself. Hugs. So many hugs. We're here if you need to talk.
“Life is not orderly. No matter how we try to make it so, right in the middle of it lose a leg, fall in love, drop a jar of applesauce.” - Natalie Goldberg
I am so sorry for your loss. Please be gentle with yourself.
Loss #3 was like this for me. I chose to wait and see. I had a natural m/c a few days later. It was like once my mind knew, my body could let go. Peace to you while you are deciding next steps.
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I am so sorry for your loss. This just happened to me in March, I opted for the D&c as my body wasn't getting the message. Please be kind to yourself and take as much time as you need. <3 <3