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Post by awick14 on Aug 31, 2015 9:31:17 GMT -5

I am in shock this morning, I am 13DPO and I never test this early but something felt off this morning and I decided to test because it couldn't be positive right?

Holy fucking shit it was a dark dark line.

I am so happy but I can't stop crying because I am so terrified that this is going to just go how it did the last 3 times. I just have to keep saying I'm pregnant right now and that's what matters.

I even debated posting this because of how scared I am to actually type this out. Urg stupid emotions.

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HoneySpider Moderator Water Cooler Mod Posts: 16,709 Likes: 21,158	Terrified (BFP mentioned, also XP) Aug 31, 2015 9:35:04 GMT -5 awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by HoneySpider on Aug 31, 2015 9:35:04 GMT -5 I just replied to your other post and then came right here to see if you posted it on WC too I am so happy for you and hoping so hard that this is your take home baby!!
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Post by awick14 on Aug 31, 2015 9:40:08 GMT -5

I laughed when I noticed it was you (HoneySpider) that posted over here after you just posted over there.

Thanx hun. I am terrified and of course I tested after DH left for work so now I'm sitting at home going crazy by myself. He gets home in 8 hrs. My due date would be 3 weeks before my second due date.

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Post by amaranth on Aug 31, 2015 9:48:22 GMT -5

Awick, this is so wonderful!! I'm crying too! Didn't the doctors say you have such a good chance of a take home baby this time around because they fixed your uterus? I am going to be excited for you (because I understand your fear) and this is awesome

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Aug 31, 2015 9:45:56 GMT -5 HoneySpider said:

awick14 I can't remember - were you on clomid this cycle? I know you've been waiting for your RE appt at the end of Sept

It was my first cycle off of clomid, after taking it for 3 cycles. My OB won't do more then 3 cycles on clomid, so I was supposed to cycle naturally until my RE appointment, and I'm not going to cancel the appointment until closer to the appointment just in case.

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amaranth, that's what the high risk OB said and he has even released me from his care because of it. I'm going to call him today anyways though because I don't think my doctor will do betas and I really want them done.

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megkat Junior Member Posts: 966 Likes: 1,077	Terrified (BFP mentioned, also XP) Aug 31, 2015 10:10:58 GMT -5 via Tapatalk awick14 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by megkat on Aug 31, 2015 10:10:58 GMT -5 AHHHH!!!! Congratulations!!!!! Best news ever!!!!
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awick14 Elder Posts: 18,025 Likes: 15,242	Terrified (BFP mentioned, also XP) Aug 31, 2015 10:47:09 GMT -5 via Tapatalk pooh8402 likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by awick14 on Aug 31, 2015 10:47:09 GMT -5 pooh8402- I know I have probably said that to myself 100x, I just keep repeating it over and over again.
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Crying and praying!!! So many congratulations awick14!!! Praying so hard this is your take home baby! Just keep repeating those awesome words "today, you are pregnant!" Wish I could give you a hug right now and tell you just how happy this makes me! Praying for a very happy and HEALTHY 9 months! Stick baby stick!

DH just texted me while typing this up and I shared your news and asked him to pray as well. We're all rooting for you friend! Are you seriously going to wait for your DH to come home!?!? You have a lot more self-control than I do!

I would text him and have him call you, especially if you are feeling like you need his support right now...or lean on us and we'll get you through these next few hours!

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Aug 31, 2015 11:18:39 GMT -5 luv2rn4fun said:

Crying and praying!!! So many congratulations awick14!!! Praying so hard this is your take home baby! Just keep repeating those awesome words "today, you are pregnant!" Wish I could give you a hug right now and tell you just how happy this makes me! Praying for a very happy and HEALTHY 9 months! Stick baby stick!

DH just texted me while typing this up and I shared your news and asked him to pray as well. We're all rooting for you friend! Are you seriously going to wait for your DH to come home!?!? You have a lot more self-control than I do!

I would text him and have him call you, especially if you are feeling like you need his support right now...or lean on us and we'll get you through these next few hours!

Actually, she should just go take him out for a celebratory lunch surprise

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Aug 31, 2015 12:19:04 GMT -5 amaranth said:

Aug 31, 2015 11:18:39 GMT -5 luv2rn4fun said:

Crying and praying!!! So many congratulations awick14!!! Praying so hard this is your take home baby! Just keep repeating those awesome words "today, you are pregnant!" Wish I could give you a hug right now and tell you just how happy this makes me! Praying for a very happy and HEALTHY 9 months! Stick baby stick!

DH just texted me while typing this up and I shared your news and asked him to pray as well. We're all rooting for you friend! Are you seriously going to wait for your DH to come home!?!? You have a lot more self-control than I do!

I would text him and have him call you, especially if you are feeling like you need his support right now...or lean on us and we'll get you through these next few hours!

Actually, she should just go take him out for a celebratory lunch surprise

I would but he's not at his work place today. He's out at a clients house doing a huge install. (He makes and installs granite countertops) I am going to go for a jog with the pup because it's not hot hot here today. That should help me clear my head a little. (Only 4 hrs to go.)

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