Monday randoms?

[cuddlyevil]

Got my follow-up about my performance plan at work tomorrow. We'll see how it goes.

Tonight is packed, trying to hit an open casting call for a movie that's filming in town, then trivia, then a show at a club downtown. And I'm supposed to show up for work on time tomorrow.

[spindle92]

I slept like shit last night so I am hoping to get a nap in this afternoon as tonight's football game does not start until 9:20PM. That is a late start for us Midwesterners.

[bullygirl979]

Ugh, me too spindle92. I'm stuck on stupid today. Good news, I have another chiro appointment this afternoon so I get to sneak out early.

[doriswe]

Zomg, I just got done getting my annual cooter exam. My np had a med student there who did the whole exam and he legitimately looked like he was about 17. So I started messing with him! I told him I don't feel safe at home and then showed him my legs which are black and blue from Tough Mudder. He got all flustered so I told him I was just messing with him and the bruises were all self inflicted. Cue blank stare!

Then he was asking me about drugs I take. I told him "meth." Another blank stare. Thank goodness my np was laughing about the whole thing!

[tiramisu]

I am mildly freaking out internally because I haven't heard from the chef since yesterday morning despite sending a text asking how he was holding up yesterday. I want to text wishing him a good morning/day, but think I should leave it alone also. I do not do well when I start to develop feelings for someone and things aren't defined. New challenges in dating that are also the same old, same old.

[cuddlyevil]

{{{{{tiramisu}}}}

[tiramisu]

Sept 14, 2015 13:29:06 GMT -5 cuddlyevil said:

{{{{{tiramisu}}}}

Thank you. I recognize that the main issue here is anxious thought patterns that I need to manage on my own. The other part is almost feeling comfortable enough to want him to be my boyfriend in some ways but having this sort of awkward, in-between relationship at the same time.

[partiallysunny]

::big hug tiramisu ::

I want to go home.

[kaneen]

So I met a hot guy this weekend. We flirted a bit on Sunday and one of our friends was seriously campaigning for us to go out. He found out my age and said he was super bummed because he would have loved to date me but he wants kids and so just can't take the chance.

I get it, I do. But damn, man. Damn.

[partiallysunny]

Oh man kaneen that's super shitty

[SwimDeep]

that's awful kaneen...I mean my jaw dropped. What a jerk!

[cuddlyevil]

That's shitty kaneen. I am sorry he said that, but I am glad he didn't waste your time.

[kaneen]

What? No, he's not a jerk. He's just being realistic. That's not a bad thing. It sucks but it is what it is.

[partiallysunny]

Sept 15, 2015 0:11:27 GMT -5 kaneen said:

What? No, he's not a jerk. He's just being realistic. That's not a bad thing. It sucks but it is what it is.

I don't think he's a jerk. He's certainly truthful and didn't waste anyone's time. But it's still shitty.

[bullygirl979]

Sept 15, 2015 6:11:22 GMT -5 partiallysunny said:

Sept 15, 2015 0:11:27 GMT -5 kaneen said:

What? No, he's not a jerk. He's just being realistic. That's not a bad thing. It sucks but it is what it is.

I don't think he's a jerk. He's certainly truthful and didn't waste anyone's time. But it's still shitty.

This is where I am at, kaneen. I would think for the right person, he would explore adoption, egg donor, freezing eggs, IVF, etc. It's one thing if you didn't want kids....but to imply that it would be risky to date you in case you can't have kids? That just feels icky.

[kaneen]

Sept 15, 2015 7:43:35 GMT -5 bullygirl979 said:

Sept 15, 2015 6:11:22 GMT -5 partiallysunny said:

I don't think he's a jerk. He's certainly truthful and didn't waste anyone's time. But it's still shitty.

This is where I am at, kaneen. I would think for the right person, he would explore adoption, egg donor, freezing eggs, IVF, etc. It's one thing if you didn't want kids....but to imply that it would be risky to date you in case you can't have kids? That just feels icky.

I don't know.  He knows he wants kids.  He doesn't know me at all really.  Why would he risk getting to know me and falling for me (cause c'mon, you've met me, you know he'd fall for me ;-) ), and then have to make a really tough decision?

It was a really tough moment for me.  I dont think he's a jerk.  I do think Mother Nature can suck my ass though.

[kaneen]

Sept 15, 2015 6:11:22 GMT -5 partiallysunny said:

Sept 15, 2015 0:11:27 GMT -5 kaneen said:

What? No, he's not a jerk. He's just being realistic. That's not a bad thing. It sucks but it is what it is.

I don't think he's a jerk. He's certainly truthful and didn't waste anyone's time. But it's still shitty.

Yeah, my point was that the situation is shitty.  It was a crappy come to Jesus moment for me.