I'm really weepy tonight knowing that next week is halfway through ML for me.
The thing is, I like my job. And I stayed at home for 8 months with DS1, and I did not particularly enjoy it. But I feel so emotional about this--like will I not have as strong of a bond with DS2 because I won't be with him as much?
I think a lot of it is having the daycare situation so up in the air. If I knew that he would be at DS1's daycare (ie where he SHOULD be if they hadn't screwed up) I would feel so much better. Blargh.
DD has a cough - remnants from a cold virus last week. She's having occasional coughing fits that I can't sleep through at least I went to bed with them at 8 and got an uninterrupted 5 hour chunk. Now to try to find a comfortable position and get back to sleep...
C woke up screaming bloody murder about 45 minutes ago. First time that's happened in months. He's back down, but now H is snoring loudly next to me and he's dead to the world, so I of course am wide awake.
Post by humpforfree on Sept 26, 2015 1:19:55 GMT -5
Heeeeeerree.. She's latching well and I think started getting colostrum, but has not been happy sleeping on her own. I'm not really in walking condition yet, so H has been walking her in the room between nursing, but he is exhausted. I'm wicked pooped too- I think we each got a few hours last night but that's it. Blah. I'm taking a turn this time and going to rock her hopefully.
I'm up. We are at my in laws and it's giving me so much anxiety. Ugh. Stella is doing fine but I'm not. They bought a pack n play but when we got here they didn't have a sheet for it. Realized that around 9pm once it was too late. Soo she's sleeping on us all night which isn't ideal. She usually does half bassinet half on us. She loves it and is sleeping great but I'm half awake and nervous about it when she's on me.
preppy my DD slept in a pack and play for 6 months and my DS is sleeping in one now and I didn't even know they sold sheets for them.
I just got 5 hours of sleep. I cannot believe it. It is the longest block I've gotten in forever. My boobs are so full. He's normally a one sided nurser, but he's eating both now.
Here. I got a 5-hour stretch, which is the best he's done this week. After a huge dip in my supply last week, it seems to be going back up because I woke up and my boobs were killing me. I may not need that big order of domperidone that I placed last week. Oh well, it will be good to have on hand in case this happens again.
humpforfree - My niece and nephew were like that. He was born with lighter hair and is now blond. She was born with super dark hair like your DD and she has dirty blond hair now.
Checking in. DS went 3.5 hours. Woo! Pedi appointment today was great and he's up 4 oz from our hospital discharge weight. Only 4 oz to birth weight. Pedi gave me the all clear to let him sleep at night and not being woken by an alarm or fighting with a sleepy baby is great.
Post by turtlegirl on Sept 26, 2015 1:52:47 GMT -5
DD has just been super restless all night, even though she's swaddled and should be full. She was kinda fussy and cranky when she was awake this evening and that seems to have carried over to her sleep.
I have no idea if she was really awake enough to really be a full wake up, but I just figured a full reset might help. So I changed her diaper (which was really really full) and re-swaddled and am nursing now. So we will see if that helps at all.
I'm up. We are at my in laws and it's giving me so much anxiety. Ugh. Stella is doing fine but I'm not. They bought a pack n play but when we got here they didn't have a sheet for it. Realized that around 9pm once it was too late. Soo she's sleeping on us all night which isn't ideal. She usually does half bassinet half on us. She loves it and is sleeping great but I'm half awake and nervous about it when she's on me.
We have never had a PNP sheet. I just tuck a baby blanket in really tight under the mattress. It never comes up if u want to try it.
Post by longtimenopost on Sept 26, 2015 2:52:14 GMT -5
Wake-up 1. Baby girl went 5 hours and I slept 4 of them, with some interruptions to replace a paci . If she could make it until 730 when DD gets up I'll be drunk with sleep!
Ugh... Went out for a friend's bday, baby. Was up w sitter when we got home. I made an agreement that H would handle overnight but he is passed out and I'm dealing with her. This is so annoying. I'm leaving him in charge the rest of the weekend
I'm up again. Someone remind me? When does the newborn instinct to stick their hands in front of their face when hungry end? We just had quite the battle to get DS to latch. He was pissed that I pinned his arms down.
Post by turtlegirl on Sept 26, 2015 4:57:30 GMT -5
I got just about a 3 hour stretch, so apparently the reset worked. Nursing now and hoping another 3 hours is in the cards. That would make it 6am, which is much more reasonable than the 430am wake up call from yesterday where she wouldn't go back down after a feeding.
C used to be such a good traveler but now she is....not. She normally sleeps so well at home but she's been struggling lately there and away. 18 month sleep regression is a thing, right? And of course I can't let her cry with bil/sil, nephew, mil/sfil all a room or two away. I spent an hour trying to get her back to sleep then gave up and now we are on the couch watching "bee-dos" (Despicable Me 2)
We did our usual 9:30 and midnight feeds but stretched out the night to a 2:30 and 5:45! Then she's eating now and we will be up for the day. It's likely cause she slept on me all night but I don't even care!