I've been on a "FUCK GREEN LIVING" phase lately. I'm so sick of my clothes never getting really clean. I tried every single green detergent in existence. Then I started making my own, which actually works better than those. Then I said fuck it and almost bought tide this weekend, it was the smell that stopped me. I ended up with arctic power instead. I might even start using bleach. I also stopped cloth diapering. I have enough of my 7 loads of laundry a week, I don't need two more.
What's next, guys? Tampons? Paper napkins? (devil)
I'm now going through six small cans of cat food a day, and I'm fucking tired of rinsing and recycling cans!
I'm still using Seventh Generation detergent, and if it's not cleaning my clothes, I'm not noticing. :^)
@ste can you get to an Al-anon meeting? I can't recommend it enough.
I'm exhausted. DS1 keeps waking up at 5:30 or 6 a.m. for the day. He hasn't adjusted his waking time at ALL from DST... in addition, DS2 is still waking every 2-3 hours at night.
DH got annoyed with me last night because I won't sleep facing him. I have this weird thing about breathing in air he has just exhaled... it grosses me out. I can't face him while I sleep! We both recognize that this is stupid (both my stance and his annoyance) but we're so tired that we argued about it.
Once a week, my sisters and I have a group conversation on FB messenger with my Mom, and it cracks me up. I never thought I'd see the day where my technologically-challenged Mom was not only proficient with an iPad, but with Facebook and FB Messenger, to boot.
My biopsy results from the dermatologist are still not in. I don't understand why it takes so long; are we still in the stone age? I'm a nervous wreck over what I am hoping will be nothing at all, but it's driving me crazy not knowing.
I'm so sorry tillie and ste. ste, you might want to try posting on the recovery board. I know there are some ladies on there that have gone thru similar issues that might have some good resources for you. tillie, I'm in the same place. Sometimes deciding to make the change is harder than making it. Does that make sense? Many creepy internet stranger hugs to you both.
I am so excited for the next few weeks but I am also overwhelmed. So much to do and get done. I also have my birthday next week and having it yet again while I am at a conference is depressing to me. It's like this every year and I should be used to it by now but it still bums we out.
Holidays in the middle of the week blow. I'm all discombobulated. I had a very productive day yesterday though.
I'm avoiding doing online Access training because, well, who the hell wants to do that? So instead, I'm watching Gilmore Girls on Netflix and reading an old Strategic Plan (from 2011-2013) that we just got on Tuesday. Good times.
I am hungry, cold and lazy (fucking lethal combination if there ever was one) and made the fatal error of looking up the menu for this grilled cheese restaurant I've been meaning to try. why the hell hasn't a teleportation device been invented already?!?!!?
Post by scottyderp on Nov 12, 2015 20:39:40 GMT -5
In a few weeks I'll be officially halfway through my school program. Only 7ish months left. I feel proud, and excited to start bringing in money doing something worthwhile, hopefully. I can't believe that I'm doing this with the neuropathy. I am definitely cray.
I got a really nice burgundy cashmere cardigan at the consignment store today. I'm in love with the sweater, and never want to take it off. Plus, it was only $20, and a great brand!