So I posted on Monday that my doctor's appointment was a disappointment, and that baby had no heartbeat and was developing abnormally, if at all. Doctor is supposed to see me Tuesday as a follow-up.
On Wednesday night, I started bleeding. Like legit bleeding. And oh my god the cramps. I called the doctor on Thursday, and they did a beta draw. My levels were still high-ish, (but I had only been bleeding like 18 hours at that point) but due to the level of the bleeding and cramps she said that I'm officially losing the baby.
I knew it was coming, because we had the loss conversion on Monday. The plan for this Tuesday was only to decide how to move forward. It sucks big-time, although if it was envitable I'm glad my body was able to process this on its own. H and are are trying to be positive. We got pregnant on our 11th cycle. After almost a year of ttc, we were staying to look into other options. At least now we know I'm able to become pregnant.
I'll probably head back over to "getting pregnant". Hopefully my stay there will be short this time and I'll be back over here soon! You guys have been amazing through all this...thank you.