Just rambling I guess. I hardly post due to my work schedule, but I'm sitting in the hospital. My mom had a heart attack. She's disabled but still very capable of taking care of herself and watches my daughter on a regular basis. She's been a lifelong smoker so logically I should have seen this coming eventually, but otherwise she's never really been sick or had any additional issues. I have never been so scared.
"Why would you ruin perfectly good peanuts by adding candy corn? That's like saying hey, I have these awesome nachos, guess I better add some dryer lint." - Nonny
Thanks everyone. My dad is with her and I am at home now completely falling apart. She has multiple blockages, including the widowmaker. She's going in for multiple bypass surgery tomorrow or Friday. My anxiety is through the roof and I haven't seen a doctor in forever for it. We've moved and changed insurances so I need to see about an emergency appointment somewhere tomorrow. I haven't really dealt with a lot of serious illness in my family and this was such a shock, I'm probably not dealing with it well. Thank you all again for the support to a stranger.