I'm so, so sorry that you're facing this difficult time. Cancer is a horrible disease. I wish there was something more wise or helpful to say. We are here if we can do anything for you. You are a strong woman faced with a tremendous battle. I know you have faith and what we can do now is pray that you and your loved ones have strength and comfort and peace. You are a beautiful person and you don't deserve the cards that you've been dealt. Sending lots of Internet love and prayers your way.