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Oh man I am so so sorry. I'm just a month out from losing my dad. It is devastatingly hard. I wish I had some magical advice that would make it feel better. People are right - grief comes in waves. Sometimes the ocean will be quiet and smooth and other times you'll feel like you are caught in a tsunami.
SO many hugs. It's a rotten rotten club to be in.
It's really a god awful feeling that there's a world without him in it now. It is devastating. I'm so sorry you're dealing with it too. I'm thinking of you too.
Thank you everyone for your kind words. I'm still kind of in shock, I think. It has been an awful month. The girls are ok, it's very hard for them because we are so close to my parents. We have lived with them and we are at their house every day. Keira especially is having a very hard time with it. He was her best friend. We have been staying at my parents house while he's been sick so I could help my mom with his care. The girls and my nephew were here, my brother is in rehab but was allowed out to come visit, we all said our goodbyes and went to bed. He died about an hour or two later. Ugh, it's brutal. Thanks again for all of the kind words and prayers, I've read them all. ❤