I am so sorry Lexx. This brings back so many thoughts about my grandma's passing that I keep typing and deleting. I just wanted to say that I understand your anger and hurt, and you have the right to feel however you want right now. (((lexxasaurus))) I am sorry for your loss.
I'm growing older but not up. My metabolic rate is pleasantly stuck, let the winds of time blow over my head. I'd rather die while I'm living than live while I'm dead.