Post by lexxasaurus on Jan 2, 2019 13:46:45 GMT -5
Thank you guys, I really appreciate all the good thoughts and kind words. Of course with the first day we are struggling with the daily routine. When she got sick a week ago I would be up 4-5 times a night checking on her and I woke up last night to do it and she wasn't there. D came down the hill from a job and his first thought was getting home to take her out. I know it will be a while for this to pass and things to get easier, but as silly as it sounds, I never pictured our life without her. I hate being at my customer service job right now, but at least it keeps me busy?
Ugh. I get really sad every time I see your thread. Still sending lots of hugs and peaceful thoughts.
Bella was so old; while still hard, it's easier to make peace with her death. Without going into detail, we have also had to make the same decision as you for our dog who was sick. It's just... a lot harder. Be gentle with yourself.