Post by goldengirlz on May 18, 2019 18:36:24 GMT -5
First I need to AW, because as of today, after a month of lifting heavy weights and doing WW, I’m now back under a normal BMI thank the lord. I’m sure I’ll fluctuate a bit (because hypothyroidism is a bitch) but if I can keep up these results I will be so, so happy. My arms and shoulders are bangin’.
In the negative column, I think we have a rat in our garage. I found what looks like a rat bathroom. Fuck. We had one in the garage ... maybe 18 months ago? It died in the crawl space and it was nasty. So that sucks. I don’t think it can actually breach the house but still. STILL.
I can’t stop researching the city where that job is and just dreaming about my life/job there in general. I want it soo bad. I need to stop so that I don’t end up devastated.
Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m not in control of my life. My solution? I need to start using a planner again. But I don’t want a $60 paper planner. I want to buy an iPad and use a digital one! There’s some fantastic planner apps out there that let you use “stickers” and all that jazz. I realize that it’s 100% stupid for me to spend hundreds on an iPad so that I can pretend to use a planner for 1-2 weeks to plan my nonexistent obligations. What I actually need to do is see a therapist.
Would it hurt your current job to apply for this position?
No, the most it could do is hurt my ego. I need to just apply and see what happens.
I made myself two very strong drinks tonight and now the room is just spinning and spinning. DH has Pineapple Express on and I'm sort of half paying attention. I really hate Danny McBride. yuck.
Would it hurt your current job to apply for this position?
No, the most it could do is hurt my ego. I need to just apply and see what happens.
Do you have to stay with the company to be vested or something? If not, I'd just open up your search to other companies too. If you are willing to move, that gives you lots of options. Finding a job in a new city without being an internal candidate is hard, but it can be done if you keep at it.