Post by VacayVaca on Sept 20, 2019 10:10:19 GMT -5
We found out last week and I've had two good looking blood checks since then with doubling Betas. I just started taking an SSRI last month and we had decided to postpone the FET to allow more time for the medicine to get to full effect. Consequently I'm feeling very conflicted and nervous with this spontaneous pregnancy.
There's a really nice symmetry to my three pregnancies though. It took 9 months of trying to get pregnant the first time and I was pregnant the second time during the would-be due date from the first pregnancy. Last week was the due date from my second pregnancy and I'm pregnant again.
The losses have been identified during the first ultrasound after having increasing hcg and progesterone each time, so I won't feel confident for another few weeks. I'm trying to enjoy this present time, though, and have internalized the "today I am pregnant" mindset for the first time, but it's admittedly very hard.