I am SO sorry this happened to you. Something very similar happened to me last year right in front of my own house... but maybe a slightly different situation. My leash slipped out of my hand for a second. And a large dog came and grabbed my dog. It was the most traumatic thing I have ever gone through. My sweet girl did not make it... she held on for a few days but then we put her down when it was obvious she wasn’t recovering.
I had panic attacks daily, constantly reliving the moments in my head over and over again. And I just couldn’t make it stop. I eventually went to therapy and I really recommend it. Things will never go away in my mind but they have gotten slightly better. It’s a hard road and I honestly I am so sad for you. I wish no one would have to go through something so horrible. Please please reach out if you ever want someone to talk to....
Thank you all so much. It means a lot. My friends and family have been very supportive.
The owner paid all of the vet bills. While that doesn’t take away the pain, it takes away the anger of paying for your dog to die. Animal control called and they should come by today or tomorrow so I can give an official statement.
Post by somersault72 on May 15, 2021 18:24:35 GMT -5
I'm heartbroken for you. And angry. It's sad enough to lose your dog but to go through all that..... there are no words. Huge hugs to you and your girls ❤
Post by kittenponypony on May 15, 2021 19:27:18 GMT -5
Ugh so sorry you went through that too bdubs419, that’s beyond traumatic. I keep thinking about this and feeling so sad, my heart breaks for both of you
Ugh so sorry you went through that too bdubs419, that’s beyond traumatic. I keep thinking about this and feeling so sad, my heart breaks for both of you
Thank you. I really appreciate it. It’s been so hard. I have a lot of good days now but then days where it will all come flooding back and I’ll just burst into tears with any small reminder (which unfortunately there are reminders everywhere for me). For a long time I couldn’t sleep at night because my mind would go crazy reliving it... and eventually needed anxiety medicine to help me fall asleep at night. It honestly is PTSD. Time will help dramatically. And talking to someone about how to cope with the feelings is so important.
bdubs419, I realize you are not asking for advice, but EMDR was life changing for me in dealing with a traumatic event where my reactions were similar to what you’re describing.
Oh I would need therapy for sure. Don’t feel bad or silly if you need someone to talk to.
I agree, konapoppy, this is truly a significant trauma, get any help you may need. We’re always here too!
Thanks ❤️ I may go back to therapy. As bdubs419 shared, the hardest part I think is going to be sleeping. I can’t become dependent on Advil pm. I know a lot of healthy coping mechanisms, but it can be helpful to talk to someone.
I tried to take Kona for a walk today but so many dogs were barking - a neighbor was having an adoption event - and people had their garages and fence gates open. I just couldn’t do it and turned around pretty quickly.