I can't imagine they do really work, but I'd love to hear form somebody who used it with success! I love them.
I was in one, once. And I never would have known, but my boss read the missed connections in the paper and thought it sounded like me.
I knew who the guy was, too. We "met" on the freeway. My boss and friends all but made me call him. We went out a few times. He was super nice, but we didn't hit it off.
I'm pregnant and had sushi for dinner. I didn't eat any tuna, but I did have quite a bit of raw salmon.
And I'm feeling sorry for myself because DH, though unemployed, has been working his ass off watching DS three days a week, working on our home Reno, and staring his own business. Incant lift DS due to some pregnancy complications, and I've been with him all day. I want to be left alone for five minutes.
And I just want a crystal ball to tell me whether or not this baby is going to make it. I'm 16 weeks and have a peri-gestational hemorrhage. I'm bleeding, a lot. And my doc is all. "nothing we can do but wait and see." Which I get, but I wish we could just know.
Thanks I really didn't mean to be an AW. I just can't stop thinking about it, and I'm exhausted. DS is 2.5 and awesome. But full of energy!
Sometimes I think I've come to terms with our reality, and sometimes its just really overwhelming. We should know more on Monday, and I can't decide if I'm dreading or looking forward to that appointment.
Tmi: sometimes when h and I have rough sex I bleed. Is this gyno worthy? Or am I a hypochondriac?
I used to get this, it was due to polyps on my cervix. My doc removed them in office, no problem. But mine was pretty consistant, not just a random occurrence.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Post by melindafelinda on Oct 6, 2012 23:51:37 GMT -5
I just got home from babysitting our niece and nephew because my SIL had to have emergency surgery. She is going to be ok thank goodness but as usual after babysitting I question whether I can really ever have a kid. Trying to get my niece to brush her teeth and wash her hands was overwhelming to me. And she is 4. I didn't even bother with the 2 yr old. I will be a terrible mom.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
I know. I would be all like "beeyotch come on with it tease!" but since it is me, i wish i could take back that i even typed it. lol
whatever it is, we will be gentle and discreet. you know all of the nighttime people are chill. and we won't quote so you can dd, if that is your preference.
I know. I would be all like "beeyotch come on with it tease!" but since it is me, i wish i could take back that i even typed it. lol
whatever it is, we will be gentle and discreet. you know all of the nighttime people are chill. and we won't quote so you can dd, if that is your preference.
I can't just not put it out there now I suppose. I am the most self conscious person ever. Like I am so fearful of any sort of rejection. I am so excited to go to this gtg Saturday, but I am slightly terrified, because I am not attractive. I have the lowest opinion of myself that it's possible to have. I get that a lot of times when people say this they are looking for compliments, but I am not. This is a legit fear.
It is more than that though, I feel like the reason some people like me on here is because I could be this gorgeous person behind this persona, but i know the truth, i am not. How messed up does this sound? lol
I am working on it. I really am. A lot of the insecurities comes from my weight. I am not thin. I have gained a ton of weight after my hospitalization with steriods, and i am just not comfortable with myself. I have been talking to a surgeon, and I am scheduling surgery in about 4 weeks. I am going to be having wls the first week of november.
Anyway, these are all of my jumbled thoughts, and i get that it is all over the place. Basically it boils down to be being scared. Putting myself out there. I am making a change though, and I will have a new start. I hope this is making sense, and not coming off needy.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Post by melindafelinda on Oct 7, 2012 0:06:05 GMT -5
Aww. I guarantee you everyone feels the same way to some degree and most people struggle with that quite a bit their whole lives. I have meltdowns at least once a month where I refuse to leave the house because I feel like a huge disgusting beast.
People like you because you are funny and nice and open. People are far too self absorbed to care too much about what other people look like.
i am sorry you feel like that bon. i feel like that about aspects of my personality. that's why i'm not very social, just scared of judgement and rejection. i truly feel like everyone is laughing and talking about me behind my back. no amount of reassurance makes me believe otherwise.*
i hope your surgery goes well and you start feeling better about things soon.
*eta: i meant this in a "i know how you feel way," not omg, let me tell you about me. lol, sorry! also, i posted before i saw your pic and you are totally cute.
Bon you are gorgeous! I understand about being uncomfortable in your own skin. I have always been self conscious of myself. I never think that look as good as I could.