me! I need to go to bed though. But I have stuff to do, that I really need to do before I go to bed, so instead of doing either of those things I'm sitting around gbcning.
I'm just at such a loss for what to do. I love my H but I just don't feel in love with him anymore, if that makes any sense. I need to sit down and talk to him I just don't know how to do it or how to even bring it up. I'm terrified of what's to come and how things might go down.
I'm doing dishes to keep my mind off of things. H is at work until 9am so it's just me and E and the kitties here. I know I'll be dead at work no matter what because of the fact that I'm in the middle of my work week with Tuesday being my Friday.