I'm not happy with the forecast this week - cloudy today, with rain starting around 4, and then raining through Thursday and no sun until Friday. Then rain again Saturday and finally sun again on Sunday. I love May but not when it's cloudy for days and raining.
Post by lightbulbsun on May 6, 2013 6:58:13 GMT -5
I can't believe it's already Monday. I did so much gardening this weekend - I spent 4 hours making garden beds and digging up grass (omg that is a pain in the ass). Then I planted my veggies in my community garden plot. My back is so sore! And I had to put on brown nail polish because I couldn't get all the dirt out from my fingernails.
I couldn't sleep last night. DH and I aren't doing so well, he made an assholey comment right before bed, I started sniping back at him. Then I was just laying there thinking about how crappy our marriage has been for the last few months. I couldn't sleep next to DH because it made me just think about all of this. I tried to sleep on the couch but the dog was whining because he knew I was there. Then I realized neither of us has ever slept on the couch so I just cried for half an hour. My stepdaughters will be here in about a 1.5 months for the summer, and that ALWAYS puts a strain on our marriage. When I try to talk to him, he says "we're just having a rough patch, it'll be fine". I just don't know what to do to fix this.
I couldn't sleep last night. DH and I aren't doing so well, he made an assholey comment right before bed, I started sniping back at him. Then I was just laying there thinking about how crappy our marriage has been for the last few months. I couldn't sleep next to DH because it made me just think about all of this. I tried to sleep on the couch but the dog was whining because he knew I was there. Then I realized neither of us has ever slept on the couch so I just cried for half an hour. My stepdaughters will be here in about a 1.5 months for the summer, and that ALWAYS puts a strain on our marriage. When I try to talk to him, he says "we're just having a rough patch, it'll be fine". I just don't know what to do to fix this.
Big hugs Curly. I don't know your situation, and I don't mean to minimize it, but when A was around that age, H and I went through a seriously shitty time. Worst in our marriage so far. And so many other moms here on ML said the same to me...its such a hard time. Hang in there. xo
I'm so sorry, Curly. Ditto what missusbee said. I feel like my H and I are finally coming out on the other side of this, but we still have rough days. Hugs.
BF is here. I am floating around. He's having a great time too and my family is just loving him. He seems so comfortable with them. Too bad I'm at crappy work for the next 4 days.
looks like i fit in with the theme of todays randoms...i want to kill H today. we are on such different pages right now. he thinks things are wonderful and we have never been closer. and i do not. last night he pissed me off a few times, ended up screwing up A's sleep schedule, and i'm exhausted. today is going to be rough. and at like 4am when i was getting back in bed, he asked where i was and wanted to make sure i wasn't mad at him. um, i was feeding the baby where else would i be at 4am? and no i'm not fighting at 4am!!!
Someone was in my office over the weekend (not a big deal) and they left several thousand dollars worth of checks on my desk for me to process and that is a very big deal.
Under no circumstances whatsoever am I ever to leave checks (of any amount) in my office overnight. If I don't have time to deal with them they must go in the safe.
If my supervisor had come into my office before I did, I could have gotten in big trouble. I know some people are kinda lax about the rules but I'm still in the probationary period.
I start meds for IVF 3 today and I'm super nervous, I obviously know it can work for us and I'm grateful for that and that we even have this opportunity, but I am anxious and so wanting this to be our last cycle.
BF is here. I am floating around. He's having a great time too and my family is just loving him. He seems so comfortable with them. Too bad I'm at crappy work for the next 4 days.
Post by cheeseandcrackers on May 6, 2013 7:59:07 GMT -5
This morning at the gym locker room.. This older lady was sitting around without her panties on but a shirt, not trying to be discrete, making conversation with everyone around her. It was really odd. When I change, I try to be very discrete and make it fast.. I cant imagine just sitting around with my vag hanging out for the whole world to see, ha.
I had waaay too much to drink on Saturday night. And got into an argument with some drunk douche at the bar. He picked up my friend's purse off of our chair and threw it on the ground. I asked him what was wrong with him and told him to keep his hands off our things. He started spewing off random insults at me; apparently I'm unattractive, I look like the kind of girl who will have two kids by 45 (whut? NOT THAT!), and he hopes I die a lesbian. lol.
We bought our new tent over the weekend and set it up in the living room yesterday and the kids loved it. I hope they love actually camping in it!
Of course, as soon as the weather is nice here, I come down with my first cold in months.
I'm completely exhausted. I don't really know why, but I'm way more tired than normal.
I'm trying to talk my H into getting this dog...he's an older dog and just really needs a home for the last few years of his life and I really want to do that for him. He's so cute.
Post by ElizabethBennet on May 6, 2013 8:15:31 GMT -5
Dd woke up with a fever over 101 this morning. I feel bad for her but I had so much to get done today. We have literally no food in the house and I'm trying to decide how crappy it would be of me to take her out to pick up a few things.
I'm a bad daughter: I completely forgot my mother was coming back from holidays yesterday and we didn't go pick her up at the aiport
I thought she was coming back on Wednesday (don't know where I got that from) and so when she called, I was all "hey! how's the weather in Italy?" while she was all "what? I'm at the airport, where are you?"
I flatly apologized about 72 times but I think I'll have to do some more grovelling and have her over for dinner asap.
Post by melodramatic26 on May 6, 2013 8:23:59 GMT -5
Dh and I and the girls all went to Target yesterday. Adele picked out my mother's day card- while I was with them, though granted, not with them looking at the cards. And now, it's just sitting on our kitchen counter.
WTF dh. How about you at least put card up so it's a tad bit special on Sunday and I'm not just cleaning around it all week?
1. The wedding we went to on Saturday was beautiful, H and I had a blast.
2. Only four of my friends showed up to my shower yesterday. I thought I was ok, it was held on Cinco de Mayo and all my friends are big drinkers so it wasn't out of the blue. I still ugly cried like 5 hours later. I need to get a grip.
I'm pissed at H. I woke up with a headache yesteerday and took maxalt, which makes me feel exhausted and gives me weird muscle cramps. We went to lunch and shopping for mother's day anyway. When we got home I slept for a couple of hours. He kept telling me he missed me which is code for "I'm horny." He never actually tried though. If he did something to help get me in the mood, maybe I would want to. Then, he got all pissy in the afternoon and started slamming shit around and being a dick in general. If you want to get laid, pressuring me all day and the getting mad at me when it doesn't happen is only going to push me farther away.