Friday Randoms.

[discogranny]

Last year we sent MIL 18 chocolate strawberries for Mother's Day. This year I asked DH what he wanted to do and he said he didn't know and couldn't think of anything. I told him she was getting strawberries again then and he balked and said he didn't want to do the same thing twice. So she is getting strawberries AND cheesecake. LOL!

[lola]

I started my period this a.m. I thought I probably would, especially since we were essentially taking this cycle off. I'm still pretty bummed though.

I'm trying to decide if we want to really try - use another of our limited Clomid rounds - this cycles. I have a girls trip planned in June and I guess not being pregnant would be more fun. At the same time, I feel like I'm running out of time. So, WWYD?

I have a jammed pack day - I hate when my Fridays are full! FRIDAY ARE FOR FUCKIN' AROUND and not being productive!

[ilovecandy]

H and I are going to have an afternoon movie date today i am so excited!!!

I got home last night from a meeting and just broke down in H's week. It seems this week is the week that everyone is throwing out well you don't have kids. At last nights FRG meeting they discussed what else, how to keep your kids from diving you nuts this summer. Seriously I only went because a couple of my friends begged me(it took a good portion of my will to not walk out). On the upside i got to make snarky remarks all night to my friends about the suggestions they were giving. I hate people.

[G22]

lola I think if you wanted to take a cycle off you should. I'm taking June/July off because I want to be able to travel home for my brothers wedding next spring. I figure, what's 2 more months at this point in time? If it is something that's important to you to be able to have fun w/o worrying about being pregnant, than do it. And enjoy it!

I'm getting a new phone today. Yay for upgrades because my current one sucks!

We are driving to the closest best buy, which happens to be 3 hrs away to get it. I spent the first hour crying to H about how I was judging a friends pregnancy and jealous. I bet he wishes he hadn't made the comment about how he still was holding out hope that this IUI worked, which is what lead to me crying/venting. Lol.

[discogranny]

May 10, 2013 9:36:51 GMT -5 lola said:

I'm trying to decide if we want to really try - use another of our limited Clomid rounds - this cycles. I have a girls trip planned in June and I guess not being pregnant would be more fun. At the same time, I feel like I'm running out of time. So, WWYD?

Why do you feel like you are running out of time? I can't remember your specific situation...sorry!

[lola]

May 10, 2013 13:33:54 GMT -5 discogranny said:

May 10, 2013 9:36:51 GMT -5 lola said:

I'm trying to decide if we want to really try - use another of our limited Clomid rounds - this cycles. I have a girls trip planned in June and I guess not being pregnant would be more fun. At the same time, I feel like I'm running out of time. So, WWYD?

Why do you feel like you are running out of time? I can't remember your specific situation...sorry!

Because I am a perpetual over-reacter! lol.

Nah, really because I've always said it's not the FIRST baby I am worried about - I'm still pretty young. It's just that after two years of TTC, say I get pregnant this week. Then it's at least a year before we can TTC again, and then if it takes us two years from that point or even longer...IDK I just start to feel like we'll probably get #1 one way or another, but I never wanted to have just one child. So. UGH.

[G22]

I get that thought process, Lola. I come from a bigger family and have always wanted 4-5 kids. Yes I am crazy. But H said something today about it possibly not happening since dealing with infertility. That kind of scared me. I know there's always adoption, which we are open to, but still. I never wanted just one.

[BNL2]

The whole front office heard me sobbing in my office today . I know our walls are paper thin but I thought there were a little bit thicker. Talking to my mom turns me into a complete baby and I couldn't get control of myself. The school counselor came in to talk to me and give me a hug. It was embarrassing but very sweet. I'm going to miss her when I go to my new job.

[G22]

((Hugs BNL2))

[BNL2]

May 10, 2013 20:24:57 GMT -5 G22 said:

((Hugs BNL2))

Thank you.