Im a wreck today...

[speyedr]

SIL had her baby this morning and everytime I see pictures I lose it. I hate feeling this way and to be honest, I was pretty ok with the IF until my m/c. I hate that this is what IF has done to me, and I know to most of you too. I wish this could all be different for us all  

[azurely]

I'm sorry you're feeling like this.

::hugs::

I know how you feel. I love my nephew, but I would be lying if I didn't admit that I was a little jealous when my SIL was pregnant. I always wanted my kids to have cousins close in age, so I am hoping their next kiddo is closer to ours. We shall see.

Drink some wine, eat some chocolate, go for a walk, or do something else fun tonight.

[G22]

I'm sorry : ( it does suck. My BFF had her first baby last week and when she sent me a picture I lost it in the middle of work. Thank goodness I was alone. I agree with azurely, do something nice for your self that helps you feel better tonight. ((Hugs))

[KaraOrNot]

It is an odd feeling, because you want to be happy for others, but it is just so hard. Hugs!

[lola]

Hugs speyedr. I've felt this way before too. I'm sorry you're feeling it now.

I was chatting on the phone w/ my sister this weekend and her (adorable) girls (whom I love very, very much) kept interrupting her. She said, "Oh my gosh, it's impossible to talk with them here! Be glad you have some peace!" I just wanted to cry. She can be really, really thoughtless sometimes. 

[BNL2]

Hugs speyedr. I felt the same way about my BFF's baby. We always talked about raising kids together and now I find myself jealous/angry/sad that it's not happening that way. IF is a bitch.

[trace]

Hugs, speyedr.  I've felt the same way, more times than I care to admit.

[Deleted]

I'm so sorry, speyder.

[belovedbride07]

I'm sorry, speyedr.  Add me to the list of people who feel/have felt that way, and hate it.  (hug)

[thatgirl2478]

I'm sorry - I know the feeling. One of my good friends who is almost 40 just announced that she's expecting and I had that same twinge of 'you're OLDER than me and *poof* pregnant?!?'

[HoneySpider]

I'm sorry My niece was born in December and I was pregnant at that time, which meant the babies (first for both me and my brother) would have been only about 7 months apart. Now that I'm not pregnant, I'm finding it hard to even ask about her or bond in any way. It sucks and I know I need to get over it since obviously I love my niece, but yeah.

Hugs!

[womet]

{{{hugs}}} I think we have all felt that way at some point.

[electricmayhem]

I'm really sorry and can completely relate.

[bronxgirl]

I'm so sorry, speyedr . While my situation isn't exactly the same thing, my good friends who I see a lot- their daughter is BFFs with DD- just started trying for #2 and I know it's going to sting when they get PG. At least we have each other to vent to.