Post by pantsparty on Jun 26, 2013 22:09:08 GMT -5
I miss my H. He's traveled 3 weeks in a row and he won't be back until Saturday. Friday is our wedding anniversary and I'm going to put on my dress, watch our wedding video and drink champagne by myself.
Just kidding. Maybe.
My dentist replaced some enamel and now my adjusted bite is making it hard to bite my nails. Curses!
I POAS last night and I got a BFP. I'm terrified. Between the rocky status of my relationship and what we went through with Edmund I'm just scared. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm not excited at all right now.
I POAS last night and I got a BFP. I'm terrified. Between the rocky status of my relationship and what we went through with Edmund I'm just scared. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm not excited at all right now.
I POAS last night and I got a BFP. I'm terrified. Between the rocky status of my relationship and what we went through with Edmund I'm just scared. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm not excited at all right now.
(((Hug)))
i have one week left in an intense summer course I'm taking and am soooooo done with it even though we still have five short papers and one long research project to hand in. NEVER TAKING SUMMER CLASSES AGAIN.
My nanny is back tomorrow! I'm very excited to have a chance to get away from fevered, sickie DD.
On the downside, after holding a friends newborn and giving them DS's baby clothes. I feel so sad. I'm pissed my endo needed a hysterectomy and had a good cry over it. H and I had a good conversation about adoption tonight. I'm glad he's open about it if we want to have a third baby.
I POAS last night and I got a BFP. I'm terrified. Between the rocky status of my relationship and what we went through with Edmund I'm just scared. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm not excited at all right now.
Do you even want to go to counseling, or are you going just because he pushed for it.
We've gone twice and I want to go. I'm just having a really hard time opening up.
Were you guys trying to conceive before you ran into trouble or was this BCP error thing? I´m sorry, and there is no need to justify your feelings. I hope that things work out for you. (((hugs)))
H had his consultation for his vascectomy yesterday. All scheduled for August 2nd.
They just do a local anestetic with him and so he can drive home all breezy like afterwards. He plans to go home and eat ice cream the rest of the day lol. I told him it seemed a bit unfair that when my body when through childbirth I got a baby that required a lot of work. He is having a procedure and he just gets to go home and bum around lol.
Also he said everyone in Urology is big yucksters. Apparently you need to be funny if you are dealing with penises and balls all day.
We've gone twice and I want to go. I'm just having a really hard time opening up.
Were you guys trying to conceive before you ran into trouble or was this BCP error thing? I´m sorry, and there is no need to justify your feelings. I hope that things work out for you. (((hugs)))
We weren't ttc. We didn't use a condom the whole time that night but put it on way before he finished.
Yeah, my doctor knows. Sort of. I was planning to wean and talked to her about it. I also talked to my OB, who is my prescribing doc, and he wasn't thrilled. He's pretty pro meds, which is one of the reasons I like him, lol.
Anyway... then I got down to the lowest dose and started feeling all anxious again, so I decided not to finish weaning. I told my regular doc and we were going to try adding wellbutrin instead for libido issues. Then I changed my mind and decided not to take the wellbutrin, which she knows too.
But now I feel okay on the anxiety front and am ready to go all the way.
So technically, my regular doc doesn't know I'm back to the weaning off lexapro plan, and my OB probably thinks I have already weaned.
If anything, I'm just going to be an anxious mess, and I'll have to start it again.
Thanks for looking out for me.
Why are you weaning? Are you just ready to be done with medication/side effects?
Right now, I really wish I could take a valium or Xanax.
Why are you weaning? Are you just ready to be done with medication/side effects?
Yeah, I just want to see what I'm like off of it. The libido issue is a big part of it, but I also just feel slow and lazy in all areas of my life. Maybe being off the drugs will help, idk. Maybe I don't need them for anxiety anymore. I won't know until I try. I've been on some kind of AD nonstop for almost 6 years.
I wish you luck, and even if you decide to come back to meds, I hope you can find something that makes you feel more "normal."